When was the last time my man complimented me? When was the last time my man tells me im beautiful, randomly? When was the last time he made me feel beautiful even when i showed him my bare face and messy hair? When was the last time he makes me feel beautiful and stop my insecurities? When was the last time he made me feel secured? When was the last time he keeps his eyes off other girls and just stare at me and thinks, "dear you're so beautiful.." When was the last time he ignore my flaws and instead, compliment me with positive words? When was the last time he said, "you look beautiful no matter what you wear." When? When was the last time he made me feel like i'm the only beautiful lady(except the ladies in his fam) in his heart, his mind and his eyes? When? When was the last time all this happened? Nah, i can't remember. It was long ago. Almost a year. So disappointed. What am i to him? A girlfriend, or just an ordinary girl/maid? No really, what am i? Why did he stopped making me feel beautiful? What did i do to deserve all this? I feel uglier each day. I've got no one to reassure me that i'm beautiful. Hate everything that's happening in my life. I dont feel belonged anymore. I feel dumb. I dont feel like im me anymore. Everything sucks for now. Urgh.