Bismillah..

Not a good start to March either :( Feeling all sick and weak since morning. Kinda regretted leaving the house, but at the same time ended the day well. Ate 4 panadols today, but the headache just wont go away. Runnynose is getting worser, and i really dont know what i should do.. :(

Earlier part of the day, i was reallyreally upset. Because eventhough i was so weak and sick, i made an effort to accompany my man. But not a single "thank you" or any appreciation from him. So disappointed. :( When will i ever feel appreciated? :'( And i got really upset when he scolded me instead. He's not helping, at all. Instead he made everything worst. I thought he would try to understand, try to change, and try to appreciate things i'm doing. But nope. Seems like everything i said to him, nothing goes into his head. Disappointed. :(

But things got better when i ate panadol. I became a lil' bit energetic and we started talking as per normal. Eventhough i was kinda annoyed most of the times but well, he's my boyfriend. I shall just accept the fact that he's annoying and love his flaws. :) And then we went cycling at ecp. Eventhough we kinda regret renting the bike for 3hrs. Haha. Still had fun though :) Thank you for the day dear, eventhough it was sucha rough day for me. Really hope you'll change, accept and love my flaws, try to understand, and make extra effort. So that things will get better in this rs. Don't worry, i'll try my best to do the same too. It's time for us to learn about each other even deeper. I'm sorry for everything. And this post is never meant to hurt your feelings, but it's just meant for you to realise what you did that hurts me. I'm sorry if it hurts your feelings dear. Hope you'll understand. And please stop scolding me unreasonably. It hurts me so badly. And stop pointing out my flaws. You're supposed to love them, as much as i love your flaws. I'm sorry. :(