Sigh. Today is the last day of February and it's not a good end for me. :( Firstly, i fell sick. I guess it was passed on by Azli. I wom't complain about him passing it on to me because it was never his fault. Actually my fault for sharing drinks with him hahaha. And kissing him. Mehh. Secondly, i had super throbbing headache. I swear i feel like dying man, just like how dear felt yesterday and few days ago. :( it's really really bad that even after sleeping for half an hour in the school lib, the headache doesnt go away but damn, it gets worser. :'( i felt so weak i couldn't even hide it. How stupid. Sigh :( And them thirdly, my ez-link card doesn't work. Goddamit how the f am i gonna travel for next 8 weeks? I will only be getting my new ezlink next 8 weeks. And no, i wom't even make a new one for now. It'll be wasted. Urgh i'm so mad at myself. What did i even do to my card till it damaged? Urgh.

Dear, i'm really sorry for scolding you just now. You should know me very well that i'll be moody when i'm sick, and especially when i already warned you, "i think im gonna have my period soon." You should know veryveryvery well, my temper gets worser and my mood changes faster than it usually does. You yourself know me  very well dear, i'll get mad or sad or cry at every little things that happens. I will get super annoyed. Please dont do this to me anymore. When you were sick, full of complaints, and getting really bad moodswings, i really stayed patient because i know that's gonna happen whenever you fall sick. I know that very well and thats why i stayed patient and never scold you for that. I really hope in future, you'll understand, and at least try to comfort me. Because just now, all i needed was your comfort. But i ended up taking a short nap to really cool myself down. So disappointed but it's okay, hope it wont happen anymore. I'm sorry dear, i love you.

Shall solat and then sleep. Super bad headache i swear... :'(