I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass
I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Sunday, October 21, 2012 / 12:07 PM

Forty-Nine♥


And so.. Hi, i'm back! Its already 21st of October. Firstly, i would like to wish my dad, A Happy 49th Birthday♥! May Allah bless you, and may you be healthy always. Please don't fight with mum anymore, i can't bear seeing you both fight. It hurts me a lot, really. Please don't do such nuisance. Be a good father to the three of us, and be a good husband to mum. And i hope you'll realise your mistakes and learn from them, please don't repeat them. You're old, dad. It's not the time for you to enjoy like its the end of the world. It's time for you to spend time with your family, and realise how much we love you despite all your wrongdoings and flaws. Eventhough i hated you, i know deep down, i still love you. No matter what, and no matter how, you're still my dad. So i have to accept the fact that i can never hate you. I love you so much ayah♥, and i'm sorry for those hurtful words that i've said, and for all my wrongdoings and sins towards you. I love you so much, please don't ever leave us. :(

Ayah, i promise you i will study hard for next year, and for the upcoming years. I want to make you proud, because for the past years, i have yet to make you and mak proud. I'm sorry for being such a disappointment :( I promise you i'll concentrate on my N's and O's, and i'll do my best. I will get promoted to sec 5, and i will get into a good poly. I will achieve my dreams, i will ayah. InsyaAllah, Amin!

Hmm, so i guess.. We'll be going out later, night maybe? Or evening.. As usual, dinner with family. I didn't get anything for dad this year, not even a birthday card. Well maybe because i'm plain lazy, or its just because i'm broke. Haha, i have yet to work. I need money, i need to go shopping! I want to go shopping with love, and i wanna go on dates with him. Soon yeah :) Alright will end here. Will update again real soon yeah? Toodles~



Yours truly,

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