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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Monday, November 28, 2011 / 10:24 PM Shit happens. Cause i'd rather pretend, i'll still be there at the end. I'm still not asleep yet. On the bed right now, having my laptop on me. I can't sleep, due to difficulties in sleeping. All caused by thoughts that are running through my mind. ;/ Can't get them off my mind, sigh. I swear i don't know who to let it all out to. Just like i said, it's hard to have someone who can just be there for me, and make me feel better when i'm down. No one understands me, sigh. ;/ I don't know what to do right now. I'm pissed off, until i vent it on boyfriend. But seriously, where was he when i needed him the most? Waiting for his text like a retard -.- Waste time waiting when i know he won't even text. Stupid me, for having high hopes and expectations. Which leads to disappointment. My hopes were crushed. This is bullshit. Urgh! :'( If only i worked today, all these wouldn't have happened. Maybe i won't be as mad as i were just now. Maybe i wont even think about it. Maybe i wont even get mad for not receiving any text from boyfriend. Because why? BECAUSE I GOT USED TO IT. I got used to not receiving his texts and waiting like a retard. ;/ Hurts like fuck lol. Who cares bitch, who cares? No one cares about you Amalina, get to the point! Pfft. Urgh, whatever. -.- Ah, i seriously have to go to bed. I dont wanna keep thinking about this and keep crying over stupid stuffs. I'm off now, goodnight.	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click for my wishlist!
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