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Thursday, October 20, 2011 / 8:57 PM
I'm sexy and i know it♥
 And i know i never told you that i love you, now it's all too late.. Caption above? Lol ,my used-to-be favourite song.. Okay lah until now it's still my fav song. "And i know i never told you that i love you, now it's all too late. And i don't know how to hold you, but i want to, i don't want to leave this way.. All i know, its broken." SezairiSezali♥ Hehe (; So, i don't actually know what to update about. But since my boyfriend asked me to, so i guess i should. Haha! (; So, End Of Year examination is over. Got back our results, and it wasn't satisfying.. I failed my Maths and science badly. I did so badly for Maths Paper 1, Physics and Biology. Sigh. ;/ The rest wasn't that satisfying though. B3 for both Geography and History. Damn! I've decided, to take History next year. So it's confirmed. Hist and POA. (; Well i'm happy because at least i got promoted as i passed my English and two other subjects. Yeay me, alhamdulillah! (; Hopefully i'll get into the class that i've been aiming for all these while, InsyaAllah. Amin! Please Allah, let me be in the best class next year. I really don't want to disappoint my parents. ;( And so, today.. I was kinda sad today. I broke down when Mr Khairul said, "I don't know why but i'm smiling right now. Maybe it's because i'm over it, and i was very upset about your results the other day. Half the class failed, which means i failed too. I failed in teaching you Maths. I've been teaching you Maths for two years, and i still can't get you guys to pass your Maths." THIS. My eyes were watery at that point of time. I swear i broke down. Dear Mr Khairul, i hate that i let you down, and i feel so bad about it. I guess karma comes back around, cause now i'm the one who's hurting. And i hate that i made you think, that the trust we had is broken, so don't tell me you can't forget me, cause nobody's perfect. ;( I'm gonna miss you, mr khairul. Frankly speaking, you're the best teacher i ever had. Although at times, you don't really care about us, or maybe, looked down on us, i still think you're the best. Even when at times, you look like as if you don't care about us, i know deep down you actually did, care. I know you expected much from us, and you had high hopes on us. And that's why it led to disappointment, sigh. ;/ I swear you're the best teacher i ever had, without you, i don't think i can even score a 40 for Maths. Maybe below 30. I know you did your best in teaching us, i can see that. On behalf of 2/3, i would like to apologize for making you upset for failing maths so badly, and for making you mad most of the times, and i would like to thank you for being patient towards our class, and understanding each and every one of us' attitude and character. You tried your best to teach us, but all you get was disappoinment. I am veryveryvery sorry, this is sincere. Since you're leaving school this year, i would like to wish you all the best in life, and in future. I really hope you'll be happy and successful in future. May Allah bless you, and semoga dimurahkan rezeki. Amin! I can't believe i'm saying this but, i love you Mr Khairul. For being the best teacher i ever had. And i can't believe i'm tearing up while typing this. Must be honoured lah cher, haha! :') Thats all for you, mr khairul. We love you!♥ And to all my friends and bestfriends, i can't bare separating with you guys. I swear i don't want us to split. I really love you guys, eventhough we fight a lot, and most of the time not cooperating with each other. You guys are the best, you know? All the jokers in class, Prasaanth, Weichek, Afiq.. I can't imagine my class next year without you people. Especially my group people. Zack, Raihan, Junshen, Huiling, Denise, Fatimah, Sabrina, Meichee, Weichek, Fengcheng and Afiq. Oh and Syazrul and Yonggi, our old groupmates. Damn, i miss you guys. ;( I miss smuggling food and sharing those biscuits with you guys in class. I miss taking turn buying those biscuits and sharing them among each other. Damn, i miss those times. ;( Memories. Sigh. ;/ I can't imagine myself next year, how quiet i will be in class.. I'm afraid that no one will be able to entertain my craps and nonsense the way Sabrina and Fatimah always did. They were the ones who always entertain my craps and nonsense, who always entertain my sarcasm and my lameness, they were the ones who never fail to flatter me every single day, they were the ones who always cheer me up whenever i am sad, they are the ones who always disturb me everyday without fail, they are my painkillers, they are my problem listeners, they are my happypills, my everything. I thanked God for sending me two awesome and great friends like them. I appreciate them, having them by my side. I treasure our friendship, and i hope it will last. Amin. (; That's all for today. Will update soon aiyte, buhbye!♥ |
Yours truly, 
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