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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Monday, July 4, 2011 / 11:04 AM Im still alive but im barely breathing. ♥ Coz i got time while he got freedom. You know what? I guess im still feeling sad over my ex. LOL why oh why! Why am i still not over him? Whereas i already have my bestfriend, who can be there for me when i need him? Whywhywhy. Why do i still feel insecure. Why am i afraid of losing him, whereas i already lost him? Why am i afraid that he might be with someone else someday. Why! Why am i being selfish this time, whereas he's not even mine anymore. Why god why! Why is it so hard to let go? Wherever i go, everything around me would remind me of us. Haish, why. Memories comes back, haunting me. Why! I don't wish to be sad anymore. Enough is enough. But i'm still wondering, why wouldn't he talk to me? At least a " Hi " ? Why are we like strangers now. Can't we just like, be friends rather than strangers? Damn god, why! I don't wish to think about it every night anymore. I got sick nd tired of crying myself to sleep. Enough is enough. Urgh :'( Every night, i would wonder. Bfore going to sleep... I will ask myself, who will ever be there when anything happens to me? Who will care, who will miss me when i'm gone? Who will stop me from doing stupid things bcoz he/she cares. Who will make me feel wanted. Who will be there when i need them th most. Who God who! I guess no one. Well yeah. Th only people, would be my family. Yeah. All my friends, have their own special friends what. All got partner. Ok except Amirah ah. Hehe :) I know she would care. Bcoz i'm always th one accompanying her when she's alone. I'm sorry Amirah, if i leave you alone sometimes. Heee :) Haish, i feel sad for no reason. WHY :( I don't wish to cry today. I'm fasting, yes i am. I want to feel happy today, tomorrow nd in th future. I don't wish to think of all those stupid thoughts anymore. Its a waste of time. Haish :(	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click for my wishlist!
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