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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Friday, June 3, 2011 / 1:10 AM So th whole world knows my love for you, is so big. ♥ Forcing laughter, faking smiles. Selamat tengah malam para pembaca semua. Saya Nur Amalina, ingin meluahkan perasaan yang tersimpan pada diri saya ini. Saya berasa kesal. Saya berasa sedih sekali. Saya tidak tahu apa yang harus saya lakukan. Saya sedih. :( Ok, back to english ok bitch. So, goodmornight. Its already 3rd June. Wow, time flies so fast, huh? I just can't believe that, it has been 6 months since we were separated. Wait. 6months?!?! Whaddhe, i don't even know -.- Ok, happy 6monthsarry of living without him, to me. Okbest -.-. Walaoweh, i don't even realised. Wow, he have gone that far, huh? Great. You never fail to appear in my mind, every night bfore i go to sleep. My tears never fail to fall, letting me cry myself to sleep. I hate you for that. Making me suffer, living without you. My life without you is like in another world. My life is incomplete without you. I miss you, please come back. :'( So now.. You left me already. I can't do anything about it. A thousand words, couldn't bring you back. I know because i tried. Neither could a thousand tears. I know because i cried. You left behind a broken heart, nd happy memories too. But memories isn't th only thing that i wanted. I wanted you too. Sigh.. I do not want to remember about th past anymore. Th fact that it hurts me deeply. It really did. Not only my mistakes, but also our memories. Th memories that we share together. I will never forget our memories, th most memorable one i ever had. Th very last time we still communicate, like seriously communicate. Was. I don't know. I can't remember :\| Ok i guess i kinda remember? It was this year. Uhuh, this year. Th very last time that i got to pinch / slap you. Remember? Th very last time that i got to walk home wif you. Sigh, i miss that ok. I wonder why, i still can't get over you. I just don't know why. I guess its just so hard to find a guy like you. Such a nice guy. So perfect. No one seems to be as perfect as you. You are like, th best i ever had. You're like, th only guy who knows so much about me you know. You're th only guy who knows me well. You understand me well. Really. Th only guy who can make me happy. Even if yr words let me down. You have yr own special words that could fix me back. You know you're th only person who has special ways on how to treat me well. You know you're like th most perfect guy i've ever met. Eventhough i'm your first girlf, you know how to treat me, waywayway better than my other exs did. I swear. You really knew how to treat me. I know you treated me right. I'm sorry bby, i just miss you. I'm sorry if its wrong to miss you. I'm sorry if it's wrong to fall for you once again. I'm sorry if it's wrong to cry over you. I'm sorry if i never stop loving you. I'm sorry if i'm bothering you like fuck. Sigh. Why god why. Why can't i just get over you. Why are you so special to me. Why do you mean so much to me. Why are you so important. Why god why. Why are you still stuck in my heart. Urgh :'( Ok, i got to go now. Goodnight people. ♥	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click for my wishlist!
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