I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass
I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Thursday, June 16, 2011 / 10:41 PM

Same Same But Different. ♥


Don't know if i could ever be without you coz boy you complete me.

Harro♥ Okay so, sorry for not blogging for i dont know how many days. I forgot lah, sorry k. HAHA. Okay so, these few days hasn't been good for me. Boring days at home. Feeling sad, lonely, angry, stress, depressed, everyth. Having mixed feelings these few days. I just don't know why. Whywhywhy am i feeling this way. No one knows why, not even myself. Damn :( I hate myself these few days. You know th feeling of, you hate everyone? Uhuh, that feeling. Why? I also don't know. Haish :(

So, i've started ngaji-ing already. Same place as last time. But worst case, i have to restart muqaddam. Whoa, sad sia. I was actually after th surahs. Already passed my Al-Fatihah. But sadly, i forgot th hurufs already. I mean like, dah tak kenal huruf ah. Susah you know if tak kenal huruf. Sumpah leceh. Urgh. Nd so, yeah. I had to restart. But i guess now, dah semakin lancar uh. Alhamdulillah :) Insya'Allah, by next year, dah boleh naek quran. Tapi macam, slow siak aku. Kawankawan aku smue dah lepas quran, ade yg dah khatam pun. Whoa, i feel so leftout sia. Urgh :( Takpelah, pelanpelan. Lamerlamer dapat sampai jugak. Teehee :) So now, i feel good to start ngaji-ing back :) Ohyea, did i mention about me wearing tudung? Ok not yet. So, i feel like wearing tudung as soon as possible. REALLY! I don't know why but, i'm really gonna change. Change into a better person, of coz :) I feel like, wearing tudung makes me feel even more beautiful. Ok, sorry for th self-praising. HAHA ;D Okay mayb, to some people, wearing tudung is awkward or not pretty or ugly or whatsoever. Hey look, whatever it is. Wearing tudung makes you look more beautiful. Not only beautiful in people's eyes. But also, cantik di mata Allah. So, no need to be malu or what ah. Pakai je ah. Tutop aurat. Lawa pulak tu. Teehee :) Well i hope, more of my friends will start wearing tudung soon. Teehee :)

Ok then. About bestf, haish. I miss bestf. I just do. I don't know why but, i really miss bestf's voice, laughter, jokes, everyth. I really do. I just, want to otp again wif bestf. Just a call, would make my day. I keep thinking about bestf. Causing me to have difficulties in sleeping, nowadays. I need his voice to make me fall asleep. I need his laughter, his hot voice. I want to read ayat Kursi wif him, that would make my day. Nd plus, will make me feel sleepy, nd fall asleep on th phone. Damn, i miss that lah urgh. Haish, why oh why! :( Go topup your ppd pleaseeeee. I miss you ok. Urgh. Ok dah, i want to emo jap HAHAHA. Ok byebye :)



Yours truly,

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