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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Saturday, May 28, 2011 / 12:10 AM I love you guys for who you guys are. Kawankawanku sekalian.. Saya di sini merindui awak semua. :( NurulAmirahSohaimi, SitiNurhaziraNoorzman nd NurArifahRahmat ♥. You guys know how much i miss you guys. Ohmy, its killing me :(. Haish. Hey, girls. I guess, 27th May isn't a good day for all of you. I feel sorry for you guys, seeing you guys upset, emoing nd crying here nd there. Chill girls. I know you guys are strong. Stay strong please. (: NurArifahRamat♥ I know you're upset about what had happened just few hours ago. I know you're mad at yr dad. I'm sorry, i do not know how hurt, how it feels like being in yr situation. As i havent been experiencing that bfore. But whatever it is, i will still be by yr side. All you need to do is, chill. You know i love you right. You know i'm always here for you right. Feel free to talk to me. Otp, or meet up. I don't mind. As long as you feel better. Let out everyth. You want to cry? Cry on my shoulder. Cry wif me. You know i will never let you cry alone. Want cry, cry wif me ok. You know i care for you. You know i can't bare seeing you hurt like this. I may seem to be quiet, speechless, whenever you tell me yr problems. But deep down, im worried. Nd i just don't know what to do. I just suck at cheering people up. I will try my best to make you feel better. Please don't cry anymore. Don't waste your precious tears. Save it for something worth. I believe you are a strong girl. I believe you can overcome this. I believe you can stay patient. Chill baby. In life, there's th ups nd downs. You just have to know how to control yr feelings, emotions nd everyth. You need to be patient. Bersabar adalah separuh dari iman :). Sometimes, th best thing to do is, ignore th world nd enjoy. Try doing something else. Try keeping yourself busy wif someth else, so that you won't waste yr time thinking nd crying over it. Spend yr time doing someth that makes you happy. Don't do stuffs that reminds you of what makes you sad, or hurts you. Ignore what people say. Don't let words bring you down baby. Stay strong. When you fall, you get back up. Fight for yr rights. God is testing you. Its th obstacle in yr life. You have to solve this obstacle. If you don't, th same problem will keep coming back to you. You have to know how to overcome this feelings. Its just part of growing up, i guess? Problems in life. No one is problem/stress- free. Each nd every single human on Earth, has their own problems. Its just th matter of how they overcome their problems. You have to learn to learn frm th problems. You have to prove to God, to everyone that you're one strong girl that everyone will be proud of. Remember God baby. You are NEVER alone. God is always wif you. Remember that ok? Smile baby, it looks beautiful on you :). I love you Bacen ♥ SitiNurhaziraNoorazman♥ Please cheer up, beautiful :). Altho i don't know what is exactly happening to you, i just want to tell you that. I am here for you. Feel free to talk to me whenever you're feeling down. Please, don't hide anym feelings. Don't hide things from us. We're your friends, right? What are friends for? We're here to lend our ears, be yr listening ear. Remember, i am always here for you. I am always by yr side. Mayb i seem like i don't care about you. But truth is, i care. I really do. I care about each nd every one of my friends. You know, most of th times. I'm worried about you guys. Well, i wonder if you guys have ever been worried about me. Haa. But really, i worry about you guys. Especially when you guys look so weak. You know, when you hearttoheart talk wif me, nd then you cried.. You know, i kinda broke down. I feel so sad, looking at yr tears. Do you know that, th worst feeling is when you see your bestf cry? Yes. That feeling. It hurts. I swear. Nd i was there, seeing you cry, i didn't know what to do. I feel so useless. I don't even know how to cheer you up. Th only thing i can do is, keep listening to you. Let out everyth, i don't mind. As long as you feel better, letting out how you feel. Please, don't keep anyth frm us. From me. As your friend, i care. I don't feel good when you're upset, nd you're keeping yr feelings to yrself. You didn't even show that you're upset. But somehow, i can see it thru yr eyes nd expression. I know when th times that you're upset. Just that i didn't ask you. Its bcoz i don't want to make it worst. Hazira, i've read your diary. Look, its not like everyone here doesn't care about you. All of us cares about you. Yes, we really do. Me, yes, i care about you ok. I love you. Don't ever feel unloved, bcoz all of us loves you. You are th awesome'est friend i ever had you know. You know, you're one of th pretty girls in my list of friends. In fact, each nd every one of my friend is beautiful. None of them are ugly. Including you. You're one of them who are like, th most gorgeous, most beautiful, pretty. Be who you are. Just be yourself. That's what makes people loves you. Listen here babe, i love you for who you are. Not for who you are not. Don't try to be someone else, because you're unique. You're one of a kind, one in a million. You uniquely SitiNurhazira. Th one nd only. Don't be someone else, bcoz you're amazing just th way you are. I can see that you're insecure. I can see that you always feel unpretty, feel unloved nd like, no one cares. When truth is, you're beautiful, everyone loves you nd everyone cares about you. Don't think negatively baby. Think positive. Look on th bright side. I love you very much ok Hazira ♥. Oh nd about your dad. Chill ok. Yes, you might curse him, insult him, hate him nd everyth. But part of you, knows that you still love him. Whatever it is, he is still your dad. Mayb you're mad at him for how he treated you nd yr family. Everyone makes mistake dear. Mayb its hard for you to accept th fact but chill. He's still yr dad. Without him, you won't even be in this world. Appreciate a little. Be thankful. Whatever it is, he is still yr dad. Same blood. Darah seorang anak dan bapa tidak akan putus. Ok idk hw to explain. But really. Chill okay baby. Stay strong. I believe you're a strong girl. For now, pray for th best ok. Pray that one day, your dad will realise his mistakes, nd change. Semoga satu hari nanti, dia akan insaf.. Amin :) Cheer up dear, iloveyou ♥ Nd lastly, NurulAmirahSohaimi♥ Hey girl. Pleasepleaseplease, please don't feel unappreciated. Don't say that you're useless. Don't say that no one cares about you. You know, i appreciate you nd whatever you did to me. I treasure our friendship. You know i love you very much. You know i care about you. You know you're not useless. You're such a good friend. Baby, don't ever say that you're envy of other pretty girls. Bcoz everyone is beautiful in their own way, including you. You're beautiful. Don't you ever dare to say that you're fat, ugly, short nd stuffs. You're beautiful :). Why do you have to keep saying all that negative thoughts? Think positive baby. Nothing is impossible. You're pretty lah :). Don't worry of what other think of you. No one can bring you down. Don't let words bring you down. I can see that you're a very strong girl. You have a very positive thinking. But when it comes to appearance, yr mind totally changed. You start saying all th negative things about yr ownself. Which is no good. That leads you to low self esteem. No good ok. Must build up yr self esteem. Ahh, june hols kan. Lets go play some sports. Go gym or someth wif me. Want? Hilang kan stress. Amaciam? Kan best. You know, exercising also can make you release yr stress? I know that you know. Haha :). So yeah, one we should go exercise together. I would love to release my stress wif you. Play catching :D. Heheehe. Yeah. Baby, thanks for whatever you've done to me. You are th bestest bestf i ever had! Th most awesome one. Don't frownfrown kay. Smile more ok. You look cute when you smile you know. Smile, it looks beautiful on you :) Don't sadsad ok. Im always here for you. Nd stop hiding things from me eh. Bluekk. Loveyou dear ♥ Takecare of yourself ok. (: Oh nd about me. Ohyea. 27th isn't a good day for me too :\|. i was so fucked up, i swear. I had pms today. I was so moody nd pissed most of th time. I was so angry that i even pulled my hair, shouted at parents nd i even cried. My results are so disappointing, i swear. Believe it or not, i got 8Us in my report book. I swear it was super disappointing. Uhuh. Haish. I was mad at myself tho. I just don't know what's wrong wif me. Why am i being like this. Damn, i should have studied harder. I should have put more efforst. Should have done better. Dammits, i regret. Regretsssss :'(. nd so, Mr Khairul told me nd mum. That if i don't do anyth to improve, i might retain or worst still, drop to NT. Well i guess, retain is th worst uh. Whoa, i seriously don't want to retain. Neither drop to NT. I don't want. I just want to go 3/4NA. Please. Haish :(. Dammits lah so angry at myself can. Cbbbb i stupids lah can :(. Nd so. Today, i cried alot. Yeah, i did. Firstly, bcoz of my parents. Uhuh. Secondly, its because of someone. Uhuh. Why do i keep thinking of him, seriously? I keep crying over th same thing. Why god why! I had a bad headache just now. I guess my migraine came back. It was so bad that i even remembered about th past! I remember him, being worried about my health. I remember he accompanied me to th doctor. He even remembered why i always have headache. Th reason was bcoz, i was too stress. Nd yes, he remembered that. I wonder if he still remembers it. Haa. I remember him saying, he didn't want to make me stress bcoz he didn't want me to have bad headaches. Bcoz he was so worried. Haa, how cute. I miss those times, i swear. " I worried taww! Haiyoo . U gi rest uh . U go sit down . I tk kacaw u . Rest . " Haa, i remember those conversations. I miss those times when you were so worried, forcing me to go nd rest. Haha, how cute. Damn lah, i miss you uh sia :(. Haish. See lah, i never fail to think about you. Mane aku tak nanges. Asyik pikirkan pasal kau je. Kau ade pikir pasal aku? I guess not. Aku cume syioksendiri je lol. Haishhh. I've been thinking of you these few days. WHY! I've been dreaming of you. WHY! I even cry myself to sleep bcoz of you. WHY WHY WHY! Why do i still miss you whereas you don't? Why do i still bother? Why do i still care? I realised, i keep on saying i've moved on nd time for me to forget you. But guess what? All that are bullshit! Im just lying to myself. Know why? Bcoz truth is, i miss you. Damn. Why am i so weak? WHY WHY WHY! I really need to motivate myself, just like how i motivate my friends. Urgh. Ok nevermind. Im just sad. Alright people. Bye. Sorry, ignore my part. Bye. Ok im done. 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