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I’m gonna go out with my friends often . To keep my mind occupied with just , happiness thoughts :) . All i think about now is , happiness , having fun nd enjoying life . Hell yea ! I just have to move on . Love isn’t my whole life . Well , its just , PART of my life . I still have better things to do , rather than only loving someone nd making it like as if its my whole life . Getting sad over it ? No point . Nd what more , i’m just 13 . I have better things to do in life , especially studies . So right now , i shall prioritize my family , friends nd studies first . Love ? Wait until i’m 15 okay ? Mark my words please . Be my witness :) . Nd so now , i really want 2011 to be a better year for me . Th new year , new life , new me . I want to be a good girl by next year . A girl who every loves . A girl who everyone could accept her just th way she is , nd accept her for who she is . Yes , that kind of girl . If anyone ever hates her , she’s not gonna care much . She will just show th , I DONT GIVE A DAMN face :b . haha , that is so gonna be me ! Bluek :b . So next year , i will totally change . My friends will be th ones who will observe me . So , yea . You guys who are reading this , are my witnesses . Yes (:

Alright , got to go ! Byebye :D

I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 / 1:19 PM Sometimes i wish i could go back to th past to fix my mistakes . Picture above , new pict . Picture below , old pict . I've , changed :'( See how happy i was back then . Haish :'( See how happy i was back then ? Hell yea . I wasn't in dilemma nd stuffs . I wasnt an emo girl , back then . I was a veryvery happy girl . Who enjoys her life , nd all she thinks about is , having fun . A girl who loves her friends more than anything else . A girl who always prioritize her friends first . A girl who doesn't really know what love means . A girl who doesn't get hurts often . A girl who doesn't often hurt people . A girl who doesnt know much , but enjoying life . A girl who knows nothing but , life is too short to be filled with sadness . Yes , i miss that girl :'( So yesterday . We broke up :'( . The saddest day of my life . I cried , i did . I cried because , its my fault . Its my mistake . I repeated my mistake over nd over again . Now , when can i learn from my mistake ?! I hurt him , over th same mistake i made again . What th hell is wrong with me ?! Haish . Stupid me . I shouldn't have talked to other guys . I should have told him th truth that i needed him to entertain me , nd loved me like he used to . I should have told him that i was so lonely without him . I should have told him everything . But th reason why i didn't make my move is because , he wouldn't care at all . She would just say , " So ? " . Its like , i'm your girlf , nd you don't want to do anything about it ? Don't you miss how we close we used to be ? Because i do . All those childish stuffs we did . You know , we're the most childish couple , among all my friends . Nd i like it . Because at least , we didn't do something that is wrong . We just , do what kids always do . The only thing is that , we love each other . Haa , kids also love each other what . Bluek , kay whatever . So , yea . Haish . I miss th old us please :'( . I know , i won't get you back . I know , i have to let go of you right now . I'm sorry for everything i did . I know , i left scars in your heart . I'm veryvery sorry for not being a good girlf :'( . So now . I shall stay single . This time round , i won't go around layan-ing guys anymore . I told my cousin about it . Nd she knows how i feel . She's been there throughout everything . Thanks alot , cuzzy . Although you're two years younger than me , you've helped me alot in love stuffs . Thanks alot yea . Thanks alot for being there when i needed you . I love you beb ! :') . So , cuzzy will be my witness . I told her i promise to stay single until i get him back . Even if i wont get him back , i will still stay single . I won't love anyone else , but him . I won't forget my memories with him . It will always be kept in my heart . I won't forget him , i swear . He's like my bestf . I love him no matter what happens . My cousin witnessed this . If i ever break my promise , she's gonna punish me . I'm serious . Haish :'( I've deactivated my facebook account . I'm sorry friends :'( . I couldn't help it anymore . I'm veryvery sorry :'( . Haish . So , 2011 is coming . I want it to be a better year for all of us . Yes , i really do . I want to change . This time round , i’m making it real . I’m gonna stop myself from emo-ing nd thinking about love , craps nd all those shits . I’m fcuking moving on with my life . Gonna occupy myself with important things to be done . Gonna occupy myself with something worth , nd something that could make me happy . I’m gonna go out with my friends often . To keep my mind occupied with just , happiness thoughts :) . All i think about now is , happiness , having fun nd enjoying life . Hell yea ! I just have to move on . Love isn’t my whole life . Well , its just , PART of my life . I still have better things to do , rather than only loving someone nd making it like as if its my whole life . Getting sad over it ? No point . Nd what more , i’m just 13 . I have better things to do in life , especially studies . So right now , i shall prioritize my family , friends nd studies first . Love ? Wait until i’m 15 okay ? Mark my words please . Be my witness :) . Nd so now , i really want 2011 to be a better year for me . Th new year , new life , new me . I want to be a good girl by next year . A girl who every loves . A girl who everyone could accept her just th way she is , nd accept her for who she is . Yes , that kind of girl . If anyone ever hates her , she’s not gonna care much . She will just show th , I DONT GIVE A DAMN face :b . haha , that is so gonna be me ! Bluek :b . So next year , i will totally change . My friends will be th ones who will observe me . So , yea . You guys who are reading this , are my witnesses . Yes (: Alright , got to go ! 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