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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Saturday, July 31, 2010 / 9:02 PM Friends . Hey , friends ... Now , i want to share with you all some stuffs . Now , i'm reallyreally confused . I don't know why i'm feeling like this , but yeah . Haish . Dear friends . Can you all , please , please , please stop quarreling . I cannot stand it , looking at you people quarrel . You all are my friends . Friends who i know , are strong and always together . Friends who i always see your smile , hear your laughter . Friends who i know , are strong and ready to overcome any obstacles . Friends , i know , day by day , everything changes . Whether it is changing to worst , or to better . But i know , everything changes . I change , you change , everyone change . I can see a hugehuge difference , from January till July . And i guess , this year is the worst year ever . I know , friends . I really hope that this would end , soon . I cannot take it , listening to both of you [ you should know , who you are ] , quarreling over a small thing . I cannot take it , listening to , the way you both express each other's feelings . I cannot take it , seeing my friends hurt , cry , sad and whatsoever . What i want is just , to see you all happy . Friends , is this what you call , FRIENDS ? Come one . Without friends , you won't be YOU . I hope , you get what i mean . You know , friends are important . Friends are somekind , the pillar to your strength . Friends are the ones , who should cheer you up , whenever you're sad . Friends should never hurt each other . Even if they do , they should know how to apologize . And friends , should forgive each other . I know , people always say , forgive and forget . But i know , forget isn't possible . Its just , impossible to forget what someone just did to you . I know . But what is wrong , with forgive ? I know , its easy to forgive enemies , than to forgive your friends . I know . But , try . You can't just let your friendship end here right ? Friends , i really beg you all . Stop , stop , stop all these quarreling and stuffs . I don't want to see my bestfriend cry anymore , coz , i'm crying too . She's part of me . I'm crying , just because of her ? Coz ... I cannot accept it , if she's hurt . Please , i don't want to see her like this . A bestfriend , who i've known all these while , is no more longer the happy girl you've seen before . Someone , who always smile , no matter how sad she is . Someone who laugh , although she's not in a good mood . Someone who can take problems , and solve them . Someone who can overcome obstacles in life , with confidence . Someone who is strong and brave . Someone who had overcome something she never expect . But despite all that , there's just , hurt and pain . Tears , behind her laughters . Pain and hurt , behind her smiles . Weakness , behind her braveness , and strength . Now , what happened to her ? I need , the old her back . I don't need someone who have to fake . Who have to force herself to smile , in front of us . Who have to laugh , although she feels like crying . Come on , bestfriend . I believe in you . I know , you can overcome this . You're a great friend to me . Even if people , says bad stuffs about you . I will just , accept the way you are . I promise , i'll just , love the way you are . Like you just did . You're the only bestfriend , who knows my true colours . You've known me , for more than 1 year . You've seen the real me . You know my attitude , very well . You know me very well . And till now , you're still my friend . You accept me , you love me , just the way i am . And same goes to you , bestf . I just , love the way you are . Please , i need the old you . I really treasure , all my friends . Although sometimes , i'm kind of , ego . I know , i'm the kind of person , who never want to balance . I mean , who can never balance . As in . If i'm with Amirah and Azila , i will go with Azila . If i'm with Hazira and Amirah , i'll go with Hazira . If i'm with Khairunnisa and Amirah , i will go to Amirah . I'm that kind of person . BUT . If i really make an effort to change , i can balance myself . I will treat everyone , the same . None will feel left out . I will , one day . Now , i really want my true friends back . The friends that i trust . Friends that never betray . Friends that love each other . Friends that never hate each other . Friends who accept each other , just the way we/they are . I just , want my true friends . We don't need fake friends , we just need true friends . Now , i want the old us back . All of us , back . All of us , together . Please . Dear Allah , please don't separate us . I know , all of us still love each other . Our friendship , is still strong . I know , we can do this , together . I don't want to fight anymore . I'm sick and tired . I want , all of us , to be together back . Laughing , smiling , having fun together , teasing , gossip and everything we've done together . I really hope , you will help us . Amin . (: Now friends , i want EVERYTHING , back to normal . Hope , this will end soon . Just pray . And i know , Azila , you can do it . Its not that , i'm side-ing her . But , i just , don't want her friendship with Amira , to end just like that . Come on , i love you guys okay . Don't , disappoint me . Takecare , lovees . ♥ Best regards , Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak . I love my friends , just the way they are ♥	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click for my wishlist!
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