School. Is where i found myself smiling again, whenever im down. School? I mean class. Sadly, no classes for me anymore. I mean in rss. I miss having lessons with all the awesome people around me. Having the best partner in the world haha gayfag. I miss having him around to talk to me, to chill me down, to comfort me, to cheer me up. Its okay, tomorrow's the day that we're meeting again. Hehe excited. I wanna disturb him haha. I miss the Unpopular Club hahaha because im one of them? Haha its cool to be in the Unpopular club. It is. Hehe. Miss you all you gayfags! See you guys tomorrow hehe.

Nothing could describe how im feeling and what im feeling right now. Idk im sucha messed up girl. Give me some time to recover. Recover from this shit im doing, this shit i've been causing and this shit i've put everyone thru. Im trying. I'll keep trying to be a better person each day, In Sha Allah. For my man, my family, and also my friends. And i would like to thank my friends who stayed by my side even after seeing my true colours. Even after knowing the other side of me. Thank you for having my back. I love you guys so much. So so much. May our friendship last till Jannah, In Sha Allah. ❤

And to my man, Happy 25th Monthsary dear❤ thank you so much for putting up with all the bullshit i've put you thru. Thank you so much for staying, eventhough i've been sucha pain in the ass. Thank you so much for having my back. Thank you so much for being extra patient with me, as days go by. Things are getting more harder for us. Things are getting more difficult. But i'm glad we managed to go thru each and every obstacles and challenges we faced. I'm glad we managed to stand up again, after giving up on each other. I'm glad we didnt gave up fully. I wont give up on you honey, i won't give up on us. I love this relationship, as much as i love you. You came into my life, and i want you to stay. Please dont leave. I need you. I fell in love with you over and over again. You're the man that i need, you're the man that i want. You're my man, my only man. I love you so, soo much dear.❤ May Allah bless our relationship. May Allah bless us with happiness. In Sha Allah, Amin ya rabbal alamin! ❤