FourteenTen♥

I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Friday, February 8, 2013 / 8:30 PM You're my hero♥ Fights and quarrels doesnt make me love you any less. It only makes me love you more. I believe our love is strong. And i love you♥ Yes, we do fight a lot. Like, a lot. To be honest, sometimes i do feel like giving up. I've never felt being good enough for him. I do feel useless, worthless, stupid, dumb, ugly, and everything else. Sometimes i get pissed at myself that i even do stupid things to torture myself. I just feel that i'm never good enough. :( Most of the time, i feel like its my fault. My fault that we fought. Even if it wasnt my fault, sometimes i just get used to feeling that way. I'm sorry baby, for everything that i've done. Especially hurting you, with words. Thats just how powerful words are. Sometimes when you say hurtful words, it reallyreally affects me. Yes, it did. And i became more depressed. I'm sorry :( You know you're the best i ever had. It's not about distance, not about height, not about age, and it's not about how long we've been together. It's about the love that we shared, the trust that we had. We've been strong. Very strong. After all that we've been through, we're still standing strong. And that's one thing i love about us. I really love how strong we are right now. Because right now, we're facing one of the biggest problem. But look, i'm still smiling. Eventhough my heart broke into million pieces, i believe that i'll be happy with him. I believe things will get better, because God has something better for us. Every single day, i never fail to pray for our relationship. And i'll always pray that God will end our problems smoothly. No i mean, God will help us solve our problem. And i hope we'll last till our last breath. InsyaAllah, Amin♥ Boyfriend, you're such a wonderful guy. I swear. The first time i met you, i didn't know i would love you this much. I didn't know we'll last this long. I didn't expect it to happen either. Hehe, im blessed for that anyway. Baby. You're amazing. And only i can see that. I see both the bad and good side of you. But i chosed to look at the good side. Because why? Because even if you give me thousands of reasons to hate you, i'll still find that one reason to love you. Even though sometimes you're annoying, irritating, and always sucking up my blood. Well, that doesnt make me love you any less. It only make me love you more baby. And baby, we're not perfect. Despite all your flaws, i still accept you and still find you amazing. I love you just the way you are baby. Eventhough i do insult you sometimes, but trust me, i don't mean it at all. Sometimes its just my ego and temper. But trust me, you're nothing like that at all. You're just amazing, wonderful and incredible. You're the most awesome guy i've ever been with. I've never regretted meeting you, never. I've never regretted choosing you. Instead, i feel blessed, and grateful for having you in my life. I'm really grateful to have someone who can take care of me, who cares about me so much. Someone who is always concerned about my well-being, my health, my studies and my life. Someone who taught me so much about life. Someone who inspired me a lot, who gave me motivation too. Someone who really look into my eyes, and tell me he loves me. Who makes me feel important, and feel needed. Someone who always advice me. Who always scold me when i do something wrong. Someone who knows me so well. Who always know how to cheer me up when i'm down. Who knows how to comfort me when i'm down. And most importantly, someone who loves me so much, loves me more than he loves himself. Baby, you're really wonderful. Your jokes are lame, but meh, it never fail to make me smile. You're cute, you really are. At times when you don't even realise, that you're being so extremely cute that i wanna pinch you hard. Haha! I love everything about you baby. Your voice, your eyes, your lips, your cheeks, your forehead, your laugther, your smile, your body, your smell, your everything. You're my hero baby. You protect me from everything. Actually, you're my everything. And i love you, so much baby♥. I, i might be bitchy at times. Or maybe, most of the times. I might be irritating and annoying. I might be loud. I might be a mess sometimes. I might fuck up too. I might be unfashionable like other girls out there. I might be unreasonable sometimes. I might not be as pretty, as gorgeous as them. I might be bossy, most of the times. I might be selfish, always want to have you all by myself. I might be crazy, laughing too much and couldnt control my laughter. I might be quiet, i might be shy. But despite all my flaws, you'll never be able to find someone like me. Because, no other girl will be able to love you with all her heart, like i do. No other girl will care about you as much as i do. No other girl will understand you the way i do. No other girl will be able to make you happy like i do. No other girl will be able to handle you like i do. But most importantly baby, no other girl will love you as much as i do. :') Baby, no matter how bad i am, i hope you'll accept me like how i accept you. I hope you'll never stop loving me, despite my flaws. Because baby, i dont think i'll be able to stop loving you. Because i'll always love you, always will baby♥♥. :') I hope we wont fight anymore. Im tired of us fighting :( I just want us to be happy. It's been a while baby. Look at us 6 months ago, we were so happy back then :( But as time goes by, things changed.. But baby, who says we cant change everything again? With efforts, i believe we can. I love you so much baby! 6 more days to our 16th Monthsary :') May we last till Jannah, insyaAllah Amin!♥♥ :)	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click for my wishlist!
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