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Sunday, October 21, 2012 / 12:07 PM
Forty-Nine♥
 And so.. Hi, i'm back! Its already 21st of October. Firstly, i would like to wish my dad, A Happy 49th Birthday♥! May Allah bless you, and may you be healthy always. Please don't fight with mum anymore, i can't bear seeing you both fight. It hurts me a lot, really. Please don't do such nuisance. Be a good father to the three of us, and be a good husband to mum. And i hope you'll realise your mistakes and learn from them, please don't repeat them. You're old, dad. It's not the time for you to enjoy like its the end of the world. It's time for you to spend time with your family, and realise how much we love you despite all your wrongdoings and flaws. Eventhough i hated you, i know deep down, i still love you. No matter what, and no matter how, you're still my dad. So i have to accept the fact that i can never hate you. I love you so much ayah♥, and i'm sorry for those hurtful words that i've said, and for all my wrongdoings and sins towards you. I love you so much, please don't ever leave us. :( Ayah, i promise you i will study hard for next year, and for the upcoming years. I want to make you proud, because for the past years, i have yet to make you and mak proud. I'm sorry for being such a disappointment :( I promise you i'll concentrate on my N's and O's, and i'll do my best. I will get promoted to sec 5, and i will get into a good poly. I will achieve my dreams, i will ayah. InsyaAllah, Amin! Hmm, so i guess.. We'll be going out later, night maybe? Or evening.. As usual, dinner with family. I didn't get anything for dad this year, not even a birthday card. Well maybe because i'm plain lazy, or its just because i'm broke. Haha, i have yet to work. I need money, i need to go shopping! I want to go shopping with love, and i wanna go on dates with him. Soon yeah :) Alright will end here. Will update again real soon yeah? Toodles~ Friday, October 19, 2012 / 11:59 PM
Cupcake♥
Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ The guy who have been there for me all these while, the guy who have been taking care of me. Who have been staying up late just to talk to me, meeting me everyday just to spend time with me. The guy who have been with me for a year, who knows me so well. The guy who have been supporting and encouraging me in everything i do. The guy who have been caring about me, who have accepted me for who i am. The guy who love me just the way i am. And the guy who loves me so much, more than anything else. He have been my father, who always scold me for my wrong doings. He have been my mother, who takes care of me all the time, and make sure nothing happens to me. He have been my brother, who is always annoying, and always disturbing me. He have been my bestfriend who always listen to my problems and my stories, who lends me his shoulders to lean on. He have been my hero who always protect me from everything, and make sure i'm okay. He have been a very sweet boyfriend to me. And he's my everything, my world and my life. I love him so much, and never wanna let go of him. I will never leave him, and that's my promise to myself. I will always love him no matter what happens. And i will never ever stop loving him. ♥
This guy is really sweet, i swear. He does everything and anything just to be with me. He does everything for me. His words are forever sweet, as sweet as the person itself. He knows exactly how to make me happy, and how to make me smile when im on my moodswings. He knows me so well that he knows what to do. Although sometimes, he doesnt do anything to cheer me up. But i can excuse him for that, because i admit, it gets irritating. :( He knows me best, and he knows what's best for me. :')
He's the best i ever had. Eventhough sometimes he's irritating, annoying and sometimes mean. I still love him for who he is. Eventhough we fight most of the time, i still love him. Eventhough at times, his words hurts, and those words were unbearable, i still love him no matter what. My love for him will never change. And i promise that. And i will always stay strong no matter what. And i know, we're strong enough to face any challenges given. And any obstacles given. I know we can make it through. :')
I know sometimes i dont really know what he wants, i tried my best to understand him. He does things for a reason. So whenever he scolds me, there's always a reason behind it. And whenever he punishes me, there's always a reason behind it. And he knows what's his doing. He knows what's best for me. :')
He's always the reason behind my smiles. He never fail to make me smile, because he knows how to make me happy. He knows what to say just to make me smile. He knows what to do, just to make my smile. Just a hug from him, and a kiss from him, can make my day. And just a smile from him, can make my day too. He knows exactly what to do just to make me smile, and i love that. I love the fact that we could act silly together. And i love the fact that we could camwhore all day. Taking silly pictures together, and cute plus perfect pictures together too. I love the fact that we can talk crap all day without getting bored. I love the fact that we could talk about anything and everything together. I love everything about us, and everything about him. Everything he does for me, really makes me happy. And i love the fact that he makes me happy, all the time.
I love you so much, please remember that.
/ 8:52 PM
Honeybunch Sugarplum♥
And so, exactly one week ago.. We were on our way back home from USS :) Yes, USS. Went USS with love last Friday. Words couldn't describe how happy i was on that day, and how much i enjoyed and had fun there with love. Really had fun with love, and i wish we could stay there longer and have more fun together. But well, everything has an end. And so, we had to accept the fact that the day had to end. And the most memorable day ever, and i love it. So much. And i hope to come back soon, with him. InsyaAllah, one day. Amin! :)
And so, we've reached a year. We've been together for a year. Yes, a year :) Exactly a year ago, "Sudikah awak jadi teman hidup saya?" And i can't believe i actually accepted him. I was so happy, i swear. I fell for him on the day he went to Batam. And i fell even deeper, after weeks of talking to him. And after two months of knowing each other, we finally got together. :') Our love story was really unexpected, and it was a cute and sweet love story. I really love how we found each other, and how we got close and finally got together. Really love how we got to know each other for that two months, and got together after that. Really love each and every moment spent with him. Those unforgettable memories, i love you so much azli.♥
Happy Belated 1st Anniversary dear♥ We've been through a lot, like really a lot. There were the ups and the downs in our relationship, but here we are, still standing strong. We managed to go through the ups and downs together. :') After all those shits we've been through, we've finally got this far. All those fights was worth it. And those fights made us stronger, and it sure made our relationship better. And im proud of us. After so many fights, we're still staying strong. I love you so much muhd azli bin rahim. May we last till we get married, InsyaAllah. Amin♥
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