I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass
I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Thursday, August 2, 2012 / 9:59 PM

If happy ever after did exist♥

Where all the times gone, baby its all wrong.
Where are the plans we made for two?

I'm currently in the mood for blogging and not studying. Don't ask me why. Just shut up and continue reading. I just feel so down right now, i just need to let out all my feelings somewhere, to someone. But who? I don't know who will listen. So i guess i'll just write it here. :)

And so, i feel so down since i came home from school. Feeling so exhausted after rehearsal. And yes, i wasnt really feeling well just now. My tummy and bladder was giving me problems, both at a time! My bladder was really killing me today. It has to let go every hour. After going to the toilet, i feel like going again. I have no idea what the hell is wrong with my bladder at that time. And my tummy? Hah, stomach cramps is starting. I guess i'm gonna have my menses real soon. Awwman, menses = no fasting. That's sad :( On the brighter note, it will be a break for me. Hmm..

I don't really know what im feeling right now. I feel so sad, so upset, lonely, disappointed.. Mixed feelings.. I wonder what he's doing right now. And i wonder if he thinks about me like how i think about him the whole day. I wonder if he misses me like how i miss him. I wonder if he wonders what am i doing, just like how i wonder what he's doing right now. I wonder if he waited for my text like how i waited for his texts.. I, i dont know.. I cant assume, and i never wanna assume. I don't know what he's doing right now, i don't know whether he thinks about me, i don't know whether he misses me or not, i don't know whether he waited for my texts or not.. I don't know.. The thought of it is somehow, killing me.. :( I feel so sad right now urgh. I am not in the mood to do anything but to sing and type things out. Gah. I guess i shall stop here.

Haha i think i pms, thats why im having moodswings. But, whatever. Nobody cares anyway. Goodnight :)



Yours truly,

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Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥
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You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥



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I Love You.