I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass
I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Sunday, July 29, 2012 / 2:14 AM

Love of my life♥

Roses are red, violets are blue.
You should know that, i love you.

Dear boyfriend, I am writing this post for you, after ages of not writing a post about you.

My dear boyfriend, have you ever looked back to the day that we met? Or maybe, the day that we started talking? Have you ever looked back, and thought, 11 months have passed. Yes dear, 11 months. In a blink of an eye, 11 months have passed just like that. We've gone through a lot, really a lot. From all those sweetness, laughters, happiness, to all those fights and quarrels. All those big fights that we went through.. That actually made us stronger each day. I admit i am never good enough for you. Never. All those fights, those troubles that i caused. You sacrificed way too much for me, i admit.. The question is, do i even appreciate them? Truth is, i do. I really appreciate every single thing that you did for me.. I really do dear..

I'm sorry for all those mistakes and wrongdoings that i've done to you.. I'm sorry for causing too much problems and fights in our relationship.. I'm sorry for not being able to make you happy all the time, for not being able to maintain the happiness that we used to have.. I'm sorry for disappointing you all the time, making you upset and making you angry and sad.. I am such a disappointment to everyone, especially you.. I apologize for every single mistake and sins that i did towards you.. Too many mistakes, too many sins.. I hope you could forgive me.. I will apologize to you on the first day of Raya.. I promise you i will.. We'll meet after Solat Raya, and i promise you i'll salam you and apologize to you.. And when i apologize, i really mean it.. From the bottom of my heart..

I like you, i really do.. When i say i like you, it means i like everything about you. No, i actually love everything about you. I love your eyes baby, they're cute and they make you look innocent! I love your long eyelashes, makes you look more cute. I love your wide smile baby, its makes me overwhelmed. I love your voice, it makes me melt! I love your tired and sleepy voice, i really do. I melt whenever i hear your tired voice. *.* Baby I love the way you look at me, and smile. I like the way you try to cheer me up, the way you try to comfort me. I love the way you pull me closer to you, the way you hold my waist, the way you hug me from behind, the way you hug me tight, and the way you kiss me. I love the way you pinch me. I love the way you randomly compliment me. "Ahhh, kan lawa gini..." Remember there was this one time, we were in the bus and you said something, and after that i did my cute face and you went like, "How cute!", with a wide smile. I do not know how cute was i at that time but i like it when you compliment me like that. Remember the day that i accompanied you play soccer at WP street soccer? I wore England jersey and you went like, "Jambu pe". And when i tied my hair, you went like, "Cantik.." That was so random but i like it when you said that.. Thats when i really felt beautiful. I love it when you take pictures of me and smile whenever you look at those pictures. I love it when i receive long good morning texts from you. I love it when i received random sweet texts from you. I love it when you stay up late just to talk to me, despite being sleepy and tired. I love it when you always fetch me from school. I love every single thing that you did for me. I love it when we spend time together. I love being on the phone with you, having one of us falling asleep halfway. I love studying with you, ended up doing something else instead of studying. I love having breakfast, lunch and dinner date with you, although i still feel shy eating in front of you. I love lepak-ing with you, playing card games with you, and having you to teach me new games. I love singing and karaoke-ing with you, because singing is my hobby and my passion. I love taking pictures, and camwhoring with you, because pictures never change when people change. I love watching movie with you, holding hands with you throughout the whole movie. I love walking home with you, holding hands with you, and have heart to heart talks. I love going out on dates with you, thats when we spend the most time together. I love going shopping with you, especially when you choose for me dresses that suit me. I love watching you play soccer, because im proud of you being a good soccer player, and hoping to have a son like you. I love it when we think about the same thing, and said the same thing at the same time. "Takecare tau" and "Nanti skype". That was super cute, i swear! I love going ice-skating with you, especially when we held hands and skate. That was super sweet! I love listening to songs with you, sharing the same earpiece. I love taking long rides on the bus with you, so i could sleep on you and hold your hands. I love falling asleep in your arms. I love hugging you, keeping you close to me. I love kissing you. I love every single thing that we did together. :')

Who wouldnt, right? All those memories that we created. I will cherish every single one of them. Thank you so much for all those memories made. :')

I love you so much, and only Allah knows how much i love you. No other girl can love you as much as i love you. I promise you that. And i will marry you in 6 years time, i will takecare of you and i will make you happy. I promise you that. All those plans that we made for the future, we will make it happen right? I love you so much. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Oh and, its already 29th of July. 16 more days to our 10 months, and 19 more days one year of knowing each other. See how fast time flies? Yes very fast. In a blink of an eye, its gonna be a year of us knowing each other. Just a simple question, "Hey were you the one who went terawih at Annur the other day?" And here we are now. A year ago huh :')

And my dear boyfriend, i miss you i really do. :(

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MUHD AZLI BIN RAHIM♥



Yours truly,

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