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Sunday, April 8, 2012 / 10:48 PM
And im dying to know, if its killing you like its killing me?
I wont give up on us, even if the skies get rough. Im giving you all my love, im still looking up. I miss you love, i miss you so much :') Cause even the stars, they burn. Some even fall to the Earth. We've got a lot to learn, God knows we're worth it. No i won't give up. I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily. Im here to stay to make the difference i can make. I had to learn what i got, and what im not, and who i am. But I won't give up on us, God knows i'm tough enough. We've got a lot to learn, God knows we're worth it. :') In another life, i would be your girl. We keep all our promises, be us against the world. In another life, i would make you stay. So i don't have to say you were the one that got away. You, yes you. My boyfriend, my husband, my bestfriend, my friend, my brother, my father, my everything. Yes, i love you so much. Thank you for entering my life, and making an effort to stay. Thank you for staying with me. Thank you for making me realize what love is. Thank you for making me realize that love is beautiful. We have been together for almost 6 months. We know each other for almost, 8 months and still counting. We're still learning and getting to know each other. I hope we'll last :) You're the guy, who has a very very very big ego ;) You're a stubborn one to :) You have so many girl friends huh :) You're gangster :b You're the best i ever had :') Thank you so much for every single thing that you did to me. Thank you for being there for me when i need you. Thank you for all the fights that made us stronger. Thank you for making me realize that life is not forever, and live life to the fullest. Thank you so much for everything. It's not even a day not talking to you, and i already miss you. I miss you so much, that it hurts me so deeply. My heart aches whenever i think about you, especially when i was at work yesterday. My heart breaks into pieces. I miss you, so much. I doubt you miss me. I'm sorry i had to ignore you. No matter how much i want to text you, i just.. Stop myself from doing it.. I need a break from everything, i bet you need it too. I guess 1 week is too much for us. I bet i can't even take it not talking to you for days. Furthermore, our 6th Month is in 6 days time. I doubt you care :/ I can't take it no more, 1 day not talking to you is already killing me. I wonder what's gonna happen in 5 days time. :/ I just hope you feel the same way too. Do you miss me like how i miss you? We're you dying to text me like how i'm dying to text you? Were you sad for not receiving any texts from me like how i feel sad when i don't receive any texts from you? Do you check your phone every minute just to check if i text you, just like how i check my phone every seconds to check if you texted me? Is it killing you, like its killing me? But what if its the other way round? You're texting other girls while im here, waiting and dying alone. You're happilly talking to them.. While i'm here, feeling so upset, starving myself to death, and doing 200 sit ups. The only biggest fear i have is, you talking to other girls and falling for them. Hah, i always have that feeling. I don't know why, feeling so insecure. :'/ Nah its okay, no one cares anyway. Bleah. The only thing i want you to know is that, i am never gonna let you go. Im just afraid of losing you. Because why? Because i love you. I apologize for my mistakes. You can let me go if you want to. But let me tell you one thing, i will never stop loving you. I love you so much, i will always love you. Thank you so much for everything. Since we're not talking for 5 days, i would like to wish you, Happy 6th Month Anniversary in advance. I love you, so much. :') |
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