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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Thursday, December 22, 2011 / 12:59 AM In another life, i would make you stay♥ Cause there'll be no sunlight, if i lose you baby. There'll be no clear skies, if i lose you baby. Hehehe♥ See that boy above? ArielSharon, 6 years old. Cute little boyfriend of mine, i love him♥ Hehehehe♥ Damn, i miss him. He havent been coming to our workplace for a week already. He kena hospitalized, sigh ;( So, hi. Today is 22nd. Got our pay already, but i havent check my bank. So yeah, i'll check tomorrow. There's so much to buy. Gonna spend alot! Shop till i drop, hehe♥ I need to buy new clothes, watch, Varsity Jacket, contact lenses, shoes, sandals and everything. Dammit! Need to go shopping a.s.a.p! Gotta go shopping when GSS starts. Yeay♥ So, who wanna tag along shopping with me? Chey! Hehe♥ I wanna date my girls. Oh ya, i wanna go out during New Year's Eve. I wanna watch fireworks. That would be sweet, hehe♥ Well, see how it goes. Hehe! Working on New Year. Double pay oi! Hehe (; So, yeah. Woohoo! ;D Chatting with Ben now. He make me laugh like a mad girl. Haha, this bitch. Oh and, otp with boyfriend. Damn, i miss him already. Padahal just met him this morning. Hehe♥ I love him♥ 2 months and still counting, hehe! I love you Azli♥ Alright, my badan sumpah sakit. I need someone to urutkan! Sigh ;( Okay goodnight♥ Thursday, December 8, 2011 / 1:10 AM Strong but weak. "Im forever keeping my angel close." 6 More days to 14th! I can't wait! Movies again, with boyfriend. Gonna watch New Year's Eve! Yeay us! Hehe! And so, went out to Vivo just now. With boyfriend. Journey back home was the best. Hehe! And so, watched Happy Feet 2. Hehe! HF2 was cute, woots! And yeah, working tomorrow. 3-closing. I swear Maria mcm sial. Irritating sia keep changing the schedule. Macam sial ah serious. I hope Riant will change me back to 3-9. Tired lah seh! And plus my hand hurts. She wants me to fracture my hand isit? Fuck her man. I hope she dies lah. Or resign or something. I hate her, i swear. Urgh. ;/ I hate yesterday, i swear i do. I hate it when i cry because i was angry. I was mad at Maria. She's too much man. I hope she dies, really. Urgh, go to hell bitch. Oh and, i miss Liz. I bet she's already landed in Philipine. Have fun there, and takecare ateh! We miss you so much you know! No jokes from you for a month, how sad. ;( Kak Nabilah and Kak Wani resigning, sigh.. ;/ Im gonna miss all of them! Haish, why god why! ;'( Its okay, lets move on. ;( Okay sleeping soon. I am so tired. Really. Sleepy and tired. Okay goodnight! (; Sunday, December 4, 2011 / 3:58 PM Welcome to my silly life. "When i'm upset, i eat alot." I was upset the whole day during work. I was hyper at first, and then my mood went down. I became so quiet, very quiet. I didnt even talk to anybody. Whenever Arthur disturbs me, i just fake a smile. No i mean, the half smile. Heh. Whenever Jerico asked me what's wrong, i said nothing. Whenever Hazira asked me why, i said nothing. Whenever Maria talked to me, i just nod and smile. Whenever Che Win look at me, i just make that sad face. Only Kak Wani managed to make me smile yesterday, just by calling me "comel". That word "comel" or "cute", could cheer me up. (; Haha! And so, i was so upset that i ate alot. I kept eating the fries, and always make that very sad face. Che Win said to Kak Nor, "She smile sho cute!" Hehehe, kembang seribu! xD I like it when people compliment me, i don't know why. Cute can, pretty cannot. Hehe! Woots! xD And so, Dullah called me just now. Just to ask me if i want to work tomorrow. And then i think back, i think i should work. (; So that i'll get extra pay. Yeay! (; And so, i'm working the whole week. Except Wednesday. (; Off on Wednesday, i wanna go movies with boyfriend. Going Vivocity, yeay us! Sweet right? I know. Hehe♥ Maybe staying at Vivo until night. Hehe♥ And so, working at 11am-5pm tomorrow. Off to Kallang with Dullah, Andika, Hazira, Syahiyah and Arthur. (; Homed by 12mid i think. Will be back at 11pm, sigh. Then, work at 2pm-closing i think. Wednesday off. Thursday, 3pm-closing or 9pm i think. Friday i forgot. Haha! Shit lah i forgot my schedule sia. ;/ Nyeh. Whatever, heh. (; Alright, meeting boyfriend later. I'm sure he can cheer me up later. Hehe! (; Okay i'm off now. Byebye♥ Saturday, December 3, 2011 / 10:08 AM "People in love will be stronger." "Have you ever fell in love? Being deeply in love, until you're unable to sleep, feels so lonely without the one you loved." Heartsrings still can't get off my mind! I swear it's stucked in my head now, i just can't forget about the whole drama! It's too touching, sad and cute plus sweet, that i can't even get it off my mind. Heh. I wish my love life is like theirs, but without the break up part. Hehe! (; And so, i can't stop listening to "Give me a smile" and "Because i miss you" by Yonghwa. He's just way too hot to sing that song, hehe! I swear he's sweet when he sang "Give me a smile" to the whole school PA system, when Shinhye was crying as she have so many problems. And he always remind her not to cry alone without him around. Instead, cry on his shoulders. He's sweet! Urgh! Hehe! I like the way he've always been by her side. Always been protecting her, taking care of her, and making sure that nothing would happen to her. The way he show his love, the way he treat her. So sweet, i swear! Hehe♥ Okay, enough about Heartstrings. Hehe! And so, worked from 11pm-6pm yesterday. It's unfair because Hazira got to extend until 9pm but i didn't get to. Sigh. ;( But it's okay. (; At least Abdullah was sad because i wasn't able to extend until 9. I feel needed, at once. Haha! I felt sad, that i almost cried. ;/ But yeah, i was an expert for faking smiles. And so, Abdullah was like, "Eh sedih pe kau dah nak balik.. Kau tak sedih ke?" with his sad tone. And i was like, gives a smile "Sedih ahhhhhh!" And i told Jerico, "You know what? I'm sad, but i just don't show it. I will always keep smiling." Heh. Well, that's me. At work. Hah. I won't be able to do that at school or at home, or anywhere else. Its only at work, i don't know why. I just don't show my sadness to my colleagues. Heh. Whatever. ;/ And so, i wasn't in a mood actually. And so, went off at 6pm. Board the mrt, and met boyfriend at taxi stand. I was quiet at first, but i tried my best not to show him that i'm sad. I just don't want to give him a silent treatment, without him knowing why. So i decided not to be sad, and start talking as usual. I told him about my day, and yes i was happy. And when we reached my block, we lepak and talk about stuffs. Haha! And so, he made my day. He made me smile! He made me laugh. Haha! See his power? He can just make me laugh and smile, when i'm down. Haha! See how happy i am when im with him? Hehe! I love him! (; Weee! Okay good! (; And so, work starts at 5pm today. Meeting Hannah at 4.15pm. Going work with her, just that she drop off at amk while i drop off at bishan. Teehee! (; So, yeah. Maybe going home with her, if not, daddy will pick me up. Heh! Well, i'm just so tired today. Went to CivicCentre for breakfast just now. Ate Breakfast Deluxe with daddy and mummy. After that, went to the bank. And made NETS. Hehe, yeay! Can take out money from bank already! HEHE! xD Okay lah, this one must control. If not later i bankrupt! HEHE! And then, went to NTUC. Bought so many things. I bought chocolates and sweets. Hehe! I'm awesome, woots! And so, now i'm waiting for boyfriend to wake up. He's still asleep, i guess he's too sleepy and tired. Haha, he's cute! ;b Okay im off now, buhbye♥ Thursday, December 1, 2011 / 4:50 AM Saranghae♥ "Don't get injured, i'll worry." -LeeSin That phrase was from the drama i just watched, Heartstrings. Leesin and Gyuwon, they're so sweet! Yonghwa as Leesin, Shinhye as Gyuwon. Hehe! I swear i cried alot, watching this drama. Although it's a sad drama, i still find it sweet and cute. Especially Leesin and Gyuwon. I swear they were the cutest and sweetest couple in the drama. Leesin is so sweet! I wish my boyfriend is like him, chey! xP Okay so, that phrase. Its exactly how i feel whenever boyfriend is injured. Who wouldnt feel that way, right? Especially if something bad happens to your loved one. You'll be worried, right? That's how i felt. Even if its not serious injury, i'll still worry. I can die being worried you know. I can cry and stay all sad the whole day, just because i'm worried. Hehe, like leesin. ;b But, yeah. ;( Okay, i guess i have to go to sleep now Its's already 4.55am. And i'm working at 5pm later. Good mornight! And, Happy December! May this month be a better month for all of us, God bless. Amin! And yessah! 6 more days to my first pay, and 13 more days to 2nd Monthsarry! Time flies real fast, huh? Hehe! I love you Muhd Azli Bin Rahim! 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