FourteenTen♥

I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 / 10:59 PM Because you're different from others. The reason why i love you is you being you, just you. Yeah the reason i love you is all that we've been through. And that's why i love you. Muhd Azli Bin Rahim, the guy who i met in Masjid. Hehe! (; And so, we're close now. No wait, he's my boyfriend. Hehehe! ;b Yeah, low profile. The reason is because, i don't want my family to know, and i don't like it if kecohkecoh. Macam merepek, lol. Nyeh. ;b And so, this guy was the one who helped me in my Maths homework. The guy who've been there for me when my bestfriend wasnt there for me when i needed him the most. The guy who made me smile every single day. The guy who made encouraged me in studying. The guy who believed i can do it. The guy who knows everything about me. The guy who accompanied me every night. The guy who never fail to make me feel beautiful, feel needed and feel important for once. Thank you for everything! Hehe! I'm sorry if i ever make you sad or disappointed.. Especially about my bestfriend.. I tried my best to at least, treat him not more than bestfriends. Yes, before we were together, i treated him more than bestfriends. But after you stepped into my life, i guess everything changed. And i dont really treat him the same way as i used to anymore.. I am trying my best to at least, love you the way i loved him. Heee, i love you lah! (; I love you more and more and more everyday! (; Thankyou for making me happy every single day, even if you didnt, at least yo tried. (; Iloveyou! ;D And yeah, thank you for accompanying me to the doctor just now. I love you! (; Hehehehe. Oh and, goodluck for your Os yeah! Doa banyakbanyak sebelum buat paper! I will always pray for you (; Study hard and make me proud okay? Do your very best, especially for your maths. Teehee! iloveyou! Alright, i really cannot crack brain now. Need to post another post now! ;D okay coming up! Saturday, October 22, 2011 / 9:27 PM You think you're cooler than me♥ Hey love, the wise man followed a star the way i followed my heart, and it led me to a miracle. Aye love, don't you buy me nothing cause i am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips. Thats a merry merry christmas. Damn, i'm addicted to Mistletoe now. I don't really like JustinBieber, but to be honest, his songs are just so awesome. Nyeh. Alright, next chapter. (; And so, stayed at home the whole day. Didn't go anywhere at all, and did nothing at home. All i did was, sleep, laptop, phone, hindustan. LOL. Nothing much today. Such a boring Saturday. As usual, mood malas ah. HAHA. (; Well, i am just plain lazy, especially on Saturdays. Was actually planning to go to the doctor, at the same time, accompany my friend to the clinic. But ended up sleeping like a pig, because i was just plain lazy plus i had no energy to walk. Nyeh, wasnt feeling well today. Woots! Plans for tomorrow? Meeting my girls tomorrow, going to Botanic Garden. Yeay us! (; With the NewZealand kids, huhu! I'm sure we're all gonna have fun, hehe. I'm so gonna take pictures there. Its a must! ;D Camwhoring is my life, haha. (; How i wish i have DSLR. Hoho! Nyeh. And now, i'm craving for Ben&Jerry, and FamousAmos cookies. How?! No one wants to buy me B&J and FA. ;( Sad life ah can? Daddy went to work, mummy sleeping, sister not at home, brother working. Im all alone at home, mummy is exceptional. ;( Sigh, i need icecream and cookies to accompany me. Damn, sadlife. ;( Oh and, about yesterday. Went to Vivocity and Harbourfront with Hazira. Fetched mummy and daddy, and off to Teh Tarik Makan House for later dinner. (; Had so much fun with Hazira, although my camera wasnt with me the whole day yesterday. Heee, we survived! ;D We lepak at the water area. Our usual place ah. (; My fav. We both were like, wanting to go USS. If only we have the money to go there. I pokai habis uh. ;( Sadlife. I really want to go to USS, daddy said he wanna bring us there. Ended up not going. Sigh, sadlife. ;( Mummy, daddy, i want to go USS. Pretty please? cute face HAHA Get ready flying kick eh! ^^ Huhu. Okay lah, i'm bored. I just don't know what to do. I miss some people already. Especially Sabrina, Fatimah, Weichek, Afiq, Zack, Raihan, Syazrul and my girls. And of course, my bestfriend. Sigh. ;/ I havent met him for like, a month already. Last we met was during hari raya, itu pun dia tak layan aku. -.- Yelah aku ni syape je. LOL. Haiyah i miss boyfriend. Although we met almost everyday. I miss him, i dont know why. ;( I miss hugging him. ;( I need hiiiiiim. Haish. ;( Okay thats all i guess. I think im turning in early today. I'm just so sleepy today. Lazyday today. Alright, off to sleep now. Goodnight♥ Thursday, October 20, 2011 / 8:57 PM I'm sexy and i know it♥ And i know i never told you that i love you, now it's all too late.. Caption above? Lol ,my used-to-be favourite song.. Okay lah until now it's still my fav song. "And i know i never told you that i love you, now it's all too late. And i don't know how to hold you, but i want to, i don't want to leave this way.. All i know, its broken." SezairiSezali♥ Hehe (; So, i don't actually know what to update about. But since my boyfriend asked me to, so i guess i should. Haha! (; So, End Of Year examination is over. Got back our results, and it wasn't satisfying.. I failed my Maths and science badly. I did so badly for Maths Paper 1, Physics and Biology. Sigh. ;/ The rest wasn't that satisfying though. B3 for both Geography and History. Damn! I've decided, to take History next year. So it's confirmed. Hist and POA. (; Well i'm happy because at least i got promoted as i passed my English and two other subjects. Yeay me, alhamdulillah! (; Hopefully i'll get into the class that i've been aiming for all these while, InsyaAllah. Amin! Please Allah, let me be in the best class next year. I really don't want to disappoint my parents. ;( And so, today.. I was kinda sad today. I broke down when Mr Khairul said, "I don't know why but i'm smiling right now. Maybe it's because i'm over it, and i was very upset about your results the other day. Half the class failed, which means i failed too. I failed in teaching you Maths. I've been teaching you Maths for two years, and i still can't get you guys to pass your Maths." THIS. My eyes were watery at that point of time. I swear i broke down. Dear Mr Khairul, i hate that i let you down, and i feel so bad about it. I guess karma comes back around, cause now i'm the one who's hurting. And i hate that i made you think, that the trust we had is broken, so don't tell me you can't forget me, cause nobody's perfect. ;( I'm gonna miss you, mr khairul. Frankly speaking, you're the best teacher i ever had. Although at times, you don't really care about us, or maybe, looked down on us, i still think you're the best. Even when at times, you look like as if you don't care about us, i know deep down you actually did, care. I know you expected much from us, and you had high hopes on us. And that's why it led to disappointment, sigh. ;/ I swear you're the best teacher i ever had, without you, i don't think i can even score a 40 for Maths. Maybe below 30. I know you did your best in teaching us, i can see that. On behalf of 2/3, i would like to apologize for making you upset for failing maths so badly, and for making you mad most of the times, and i would like to thank you for being patient towards our class, and understanding each and every one of us' attitude and character. You tried your best to teach us, but all you get was disappoinment. I am veryveryvery sorry, this is sincere. Since you're leaving school this year, i would like to wish you all the best in life, and in future. I really hope you'll be happy and successful in future. May Allah bless you, and semoga dimurahkan rezeki. Amin! I can't believe i'm saying this but, i love you Mr Khairul. For being the best teacher i ever had. And i can't believe i'm tearing up while typing this. Must be honoured lah cher, haha! :') Thats all for you, mr khairul. We love you!♥ And to all my friends and bestfriends, i can't bare separating with you guys. I swear i don't want us to split. I really love you guys, eventhough we fight a lot, and most of the time not cooperating with each other. You guys are the best, you know? All the jokers in class, Prasaanth, Weichek, Afiq.. I can't imagine my class next year without you people. Especially my group people. Zack, Raihan, Junshen, Huiling, Denise, Fatimah, Sabrina, Meichee, Weichek, Fengcheng and Afiq. Oh and Syazrul and Yonggi, our old groupmates. Damn, i miss you guys. ;( I miss smuggling food and sharing those biscuits with you guys in class. I miss taking turn buying those biscuits and sharing them among each other. Damn, i miss those times. ;( Memories. Sigh. ;/ I can't imagine myself next year, how quiet i will be in class.. I'm afraid that no one will be able to entertain my craps and nonsense the way Sabrina and Fatimah always did. They were the ones who always entertain my craps and nonsense, who always entertain my sarcasm and my lameness, they were the ones who never fail to flatter me every single day, they were the ones who always cheer me up whenever i am sad, they are the ones who always disturb me everyday without fail, they are my painkillers, they are my problem listeners, they are my happypills, my everything. I thanked God for sending me two awesome and great friends like them. I appreciate them, having them by my side. I treasure our friendship, and i hope it will last. Amin. (; Well, thats all. And to my boyfriend, thankyou so much for being there for me most of the time. I'm sorry if i ever make you sad or disappoint you. Or even, when jealousy occurs. Especially about my bestfriend. ;/ I love you and you know that. Please don't be sad anymore okay? I am always here for you, you know i'll always stay by your side and i can be someone who you can turn to whenever you have problems.. I can't promise you that your problems will be solved, but i can promise you that i'll make you happy and make you feel better. I love you and always will. Takecare of yourself okay. And all the best and goodluck for your Os. I'm sure you can do it, i believe in you! Always know that Allah is always there for you. I will always pray for you, and never will stop praying. Loveyou♥ That's all for today. Will update soon aiyte, buhbye!♥	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . 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