FourteenTen♥

I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011 / 5:47 PM Smile, because that's what makes you beautiful. ♥ I'd rather be hated for who i am, than to be loved for who i am not. Because sometimes, people love to judge others from their looks and appearance. Even i myself do. I've gotta stop judging people, and live my own life. Nyeh. Why should i be bothered about others's life. It's none of my business, right? Seeeesh. Ok cut the crap here. (: So, i'm gonna wear hijab permanently :) Wherever i go, whoever i'm wif, no matter what days, i will wear it :) It's important for all muslims to get their 'aurat' covered. Because there will be punishments for it, in akhirat later :) So, yeah. It's better to wear it now, before it's too late. Teehee :) So.... This post is dedicated to my guyfriend. I shall not mention his name here. So, yeah.. MZBR, my brother from another mother.. This is for you. Hi, i miss you. I'm sorry if i ain't a good friend for you, i'm sorry i'm not like Arifah who you can trust, who you can rely on, who you can tell all your secrets, who you can turn to whenever you need help. I'm sorry for not paying much attention to you, for not being there when you need your friends, for not asking you how have you been, for not doing my part as a friend. I'm sorry i ain't a good friend. But know what? I care for you, i really do. I'm sorry to hear all those stuffs about you. Yeah someone told me what you did. I'm disappointed in you, but yeah it isn't your fault anyway. Even if it is, don't blame yourself or anyone else lah huh. Dude, i'm sorry to say this but. Why are you doing this?! You think we don't care about you is it? Truth is, we do. Ok lah, maybe this sound offensive kan.... Your friends.............. They don't deserve to be called friends. Sorry to say ah bro. But really. Where were they when you need them th most? Ok maybe i myself wasn't there when you need someone to be by your side but.. Your friends should be there for you.. They should have asked you about your life, your problems. They should understand you and love you for who you are. Not going around spreading rumours or whatsoever, going around telling bad things about you. That is not what a friend is supposed to do. Sorry to say, sad but true. I can't believe i have friends like them. I thought they are like, so caring, so loving. But hell NO. Itu namanya kawan? Kawan apa seh tu? Kawan makan kawan? Pentingkan mataer je lah kan.. Mataer lagi penting pe.. Satu hari nanti, bila dah break, siapa yang akan berada di sisi kau? Kawankawan kau juga kan? Kalau satu hari nanti, kau susah, dorang taknak tolong kau.. Macam mana? Biar lah kau hidup lonely, you don't even deserve to have friends.. Since friends are not important to you what.. Kau tak pentingkan ni semua eh? Relationship over friendship? NEVER. Why would you want to prioritize your relationship than your friendship whereas friendship lasts forever while relationship don't? Your friends are very stubborn. Thats the reason why i said, they don't deserve to be called friends. They don't deserve your love towards them. Might as well go somewhere far, then to hurt you like this right.. You know i feel sad for you, but i don't show. When someone told me about you, yeah i broke down. But i didn't show. It's because i don't want to spend my time thinking about this whereas i can have fun. So then, you should do th same. Have fun, enjoy your life. Life's too short to be regretted, chey. But really. Don't ever do that again, ok? Regret now, dont regret later. Hey, i want to introduce you to my bestfriend. Maybe he can guide you to the right path, why dont you get to know him someday? (: And hey, listen here. You're a very unique guy, a very awesome friend who everyone wants to have. Even if at times, i don't like you for all your nonsense, i know i still love you and treat you like my own brother. I care for you, even if i don't show it to you. And i'm sure, your friends need you too, your friends cares about you too. Don't you ever do stupid things just because you're depressed, stress, sad or angry. You can do many things to release anger/stress, but not by what you did the other time. You should enjoy your life. Life's too short for regrets. Like what i said earlier, regret now, don't regret later. Don't ever think negatively about yourself. I know you did mistakes, well everyone does. Nobody in this world is perfect, except Allah. It's okay to make mistakes, but if it's the second times, it's not a mistake anymore, it is your choice. Nd yeah, mistakes makes you learn a lesson and not to repeat it again. Nd yeah, words shouldn't bring you down, bro. Instead, it should make you stronger. Don't care what others say, because its your life, not theirs. Your life is like a book, nd you're th writer. Don't let your pen fall into other's hands. You are who you are, people's approval isn't needed. Why should you listen to their comments, whereas they themselves are not perfect? You have your own life, so live your own life and don't care what others say. Live life to the fullest :) Nd yes, you can turn to Allah whenever you're sad. InsyaAllah, Allah will help you nd show you th right path. But remember, don't only turn to Allah when you're sad. Thank Allah for everything He gave you, for every happiness you got. Kerana ada hikmah disebalik apa yang berlaku :) Ok, till then. I will always pray for you okay. InsyaAllah, Allah will help you. Amin :)	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. 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