FourteenTen♥

I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Saturday, July 30, 2011 / 10:43 AM It's okay not to be okay. ♥ Th more i try, th less it's working. Hihihi♥ Alright so, i'm bored. I have nothing better to do, haha xP So... Ramadhan is drawing real near. I mean like, its starting on Monday. Yeay us :) I'm so happy. A month to Aidilfitri, nd i'll be wearing tudung :) Yeayme! I'm so excited :D I can't wait for Ramadhan nd Aidilfitri. Gonna lose weight in a month, nd gaining it back th next month. HAHA! It's okay. Lets try to maintain :) Haha! Alright so. I'm feeling so.. Tired? Sleepy? Lazy? All ah :) Hahaha. Yeahman. Hoho. Okay, went out wif Hazira last night. Went to SYF Closing Ceremony. I swear it was awesome! Th performance was super awesome! They're good dancers/singers nd other uh. Hehe :) Homed late. At abt 11+? Uhuh. Met bestfriend at interchange, nd he accompanied me home. Weeeeee, okbest. So firstly. I would like to say, Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims. Chey :) Haha. So secondly, i miss my bestfriends. * looks up * Especially Nur Azila Bte Azman ♥ Why Azila why! Why you no meet me?! :( I sad :( You forget me isit? Chey. No lah. I know you busy, thats why no time to meet me right? I sad :( I miss crapping wif you, you know! I miss sharing stories wif you. Now it's like i dont even know how you're doing right now. I bet you also don't know how im doing right now too. I miss you babe. There's alot to tell you. Something you don't know. Everything! I miss you lah omggg. Meet up soon baby. ♥ This asshole above? Haha, my bacen lah ♥ Nur Arifah Bte Rahmat ♥ Okay, i miss her. I really do. What happened to us eh? We're drifting apart, nd i know you don't like it. Me either. Why bacen why! Why we drifting apart, why! I don't know what's th cause of it. I don't know what makes us drift apart. I don't know what happened :( I miss you. I miss crapping wif you. I miss laughing wif you. I miss sharing stories wif you. I miss talking about S&M wif you. I know there's nothing to talk about them anymore. I nd him, nothing. You nd him.. I don't know. But really, all that are just memories. There's nothing i can do to change anything. Haish :( I miss them, but i miss you more. I miss going out on a date wif you. It seems like, you do your own stuffs while i do my own stuffs too. Its like, we barely talk, we barely tegur each other. Why! I miss camwhoring wif you. I miss having inside jokes wif you. I miss otp-ing wif you. I miss having hearttoheart talks wif you. I miss reloading my crapgun wif you. I just, miss you. Why Arifah why. :( I keep listening to those songs that reminds me of you. I keep dreaming of you. Why eh? I miss you too much i guess :( Rocketeer was th first song that reminds me of you. Here we come, come wif me.. There's a world out there that we should see.. Take my hand, close your eyes.. With you right here, imma rocketeer.. Lets flyyyy. Up up here we go go, up up here we go go. I miss you bacen. I miss calling you bacen/asshole. I miss you, i miss us. Well atleast our friendship is still on, chey. But really. I don't want us to be separated. I miss th old us. :( Lets get back together. Lets go for an icecream date soon. Must ok baby, MUST! Loveyou♥ Alright thats all for today. Will update again soon. Buhbye♥ Saturday, July 16, 2011 / 10:50 AM Usah biar semua berlalu.. Yang terindah terlukis di bibirmu, tk pernah kulihat senyummu sebegitu. ♥ Hihi♥ Look at th picture above Heee, i love MalayDance♥. Look, not much difference lah huh? Th yellow colour one is SpeechDay'10 nd th blue one is HeritageFest'11. Heee :) I still prefer th yellow colour costume, nd th makeup. But i don't like my eyebrow for some reasons. HAHA xP So, yeah. This is only th second time i performed. Lame sia aku. Baru dua kali -.- Orang laen dah buat banyak show, aku dua kali je. HAHA! Bluek xP Yeah but overall, i had fun. Th performance yesterday ah, i know i did some mistakes. Well i hope it wasnt that obvious. Haiyaaa, stagefright sucks, i swear :\| Woots! So, yeah. Now, looking forward for HariRaya concert :) Yeayme♥ Ok, mum is off to Thailand for 3days. Damn, so lonely at home ah like this :( No one to cook for us :( Well i hope daddy will buy us food. If not, i cook myself. Muahahaha. Okcan. Woots! Gonna clean up my house, while mum is away. Gonna make her smile when she come back. Teehee. Have a safe journey mum, iloveyou♥ Sunday, July 10, 2011 / 12:17 PM Dua tiga satu satu. Biar lambat asalkan selamat. * Winkwink * Hiiiiii :) Haha, i was late for R3 day yesterday. Supposed to wake up at 6am. Ended up waking up at 8am [Y] HAHA. So, i went to bathe nd got ready. Haha, took a long time to get ready. Left house at 8.45 [Y] Reached there at 9.30. Nice. -.- Got scolded by Mr Khairul -.-. LOL. After that, helped out wif some stuffs. Haiya, this year's R3 wasn't as fun as last year's. Last year our soccer guys were wif us, nd we got many newspapers nd toys. More fun uh. This year, no soccer guys, not much newspapers, nd i didn't even get to join them. Haiya, sad life. Next year not same class liao :( Sad life lah huh. :( Nevermind, we have to find time to get together. Hehe :) Lets plan for holidays outing. Whole class ok? Teehee. I love 2/3 no matter what happens. No matter how much we fight, how much we hate each other, how much we ignore each other nd stuffs. I still love you guys very much ok? Be honoured. xP Ok so, after tcher dismissed us. Went to th shop, nd bought drink. After that, went to Woodlands Mart wif Amirah, Sabrina nd Fatimah. Sent Syahirah to th bus stop, nd off we went. Went to McD, but then havent 12pm. So, we went to Cold Storage, coz Amirah wanted to buy some stuffs. So, we went there nd "lepak". We hang around there. HAHA! We walked around, talking about every single thing we see there. Th chickens, th eggs, th pork meat, th icecreams, th drinks, everything. HAHA! We had fun :) Aft that, amirah paid for her stuffs. Nd off we went to take a seat. We sit nd gossiped. Then aft that, 11.50am, we went back to McD. 12pm, we bought our food. Had lunch, nd talktalk wif them. Had a fun time talking wif them. Th reason why i love them. Hehe♥ So, yeah. After that, we walked home. Haha, talked alot. Funfunfun :) So, then. I accompanied Amirah to WNP, bought her stuffs, nd off homed. Teehee :) After that, met Iffah nd my bestfriend. Awkward moment wif bestfriend :\| Both were shy, okcan. Haha xP So, yeah. Atleast i get to meet him. Nd that's enough for me :) So, yeah. Ok done. Off to badminton later, wif Arifah :) Monday, July 4, 2011 / 11:04 AM Im still alive but im barely breathing. ♥ Coz i got time while he got freedom. You know what? I guess im still feeling sad over my ex. LOL why oh why! Why am i still not over him? Whereas i already have my bestfriend, who can be there for me when i need him? Whywhywhy. Why do i still feel insecure. Why am i afraid of losing him, whereas i already lost him? Why am i afraid that he might be with someone else someday. Why! Why am i being selfish this time, whereas he's not even mine anymore. Why god why! Why is it so hard to let go? Wherever i go, everything around me would remind me of us. Haish, why. Memories comes back, haunting me. Why! I don't wish to be sad anymore. Enough is enough. But i'm still wondering, why wouldn't he talk to me? At least a " Hi " ? Why are we like strangers now. Can't we just like, be friends rather than strangers? Damn god, why! I don't wish to think about it every night anymore. I got sick nd tired of crying myself to sleep. Enough is enough. Urgh :'( Every night, i would wonder. Bfore going to sleep... I will ask myself, who will ever be there when anything happens to me? Who will care, who will miss me when i'm gone? Who will stop me from doing stupid things bcoz he/she cares. Who will make me feel wanted. Who will be there when i need them th most. Who God who! I guess no one. Well yeah. Th only people, would be my family. Yeah. All my friends, have their own special friends what. All got partner. Ok except Amirah ah. Hehe :) I know she would care. Bcoz i'm always th one accompanying her when she's alone. I'm sorry Amirah, if i leave you alone sometimes. Heee :) Haish, i feel sad for no reason. WHY :( I don't wish to cry today. I'm fasting, yes i am. I want to feel happy today, tomorrow nd in th future. I don't wish to think of all those stupid thoughts anymore. Its a waste of time. Haish :( Saturday, July 2, 2011 / 4:29 PM Allah maha kuasa. ♥ Th girl who never fail to put on a smile, is also th girl who cried th most. Alright, hiiiiii♥ Boredgirl97 is here. Haha :) Okay, i'm seriously bored. I have nothing better to do. Haiya. Just came home from badminton. Yeayme! Hehe :) So tired. But atleast i exercised. Rather than i sit at home, do nothing but eat. Haha, fat girl attitude. LOL. Ok so. Didn't come to school yesterday. Nyahahaha, skipped school. Got nag for an hour. Fell asleep halfway. Biadab pe aku. HAHA. But seriously ah, got nagged for an hour. Who wouldn't fall asleep sia. HAHA. So, i slept at 12:09am. Woke up at 7.20am. WHAAAAAAT. Mum nd dad were nagging at me until i went back to sleep. I had a nice long nap. I loike. Rather than i go to school. Ala, they all got icecream fr YouthDay. I don't freaking care. Its not like they give Ben&Jerry or something, HAHAHAHA. Ok perangai pe aku. Woots! But nah, i miss my friends okay. Haiya :( I miss Amirah lah sey! I don't know why but, i really miss her. Ni lah, her " Aku tumbok muke kau. " HAHAHA! I miss her cuteness that would actually make me smile. I miss her lah. She dont have to act cute, she's already cute. Tengok lah syape tunang dia, hehehehe♥ Haiya. I miss Sabrina, Fatimah, Hazira, Syahirah nd Arifah too! :( I feel so lonely at home somehow. I miss them. Atleast if i went to school, i get to storystory wif them. Get to laughlaugh wif them. Ni kat rumah, macam budak bodoh. Pemalas. Tdo je tawu, macam babi. Prangai budak gemuk pe aku. HAHA. Haiya, sad k sad. :( Ok whatever. So, 4 days off for me. Muahaha. Have to go Scoliosis Clinic on Monday. SGH yo, jaoh. Backbone something wrong lah, heh. I think its getting worser. HAH. So, whatever. Gonna fast on Monday, Tuesday nd Wednesday. If can, Friday, Saturday nd Sunday also i fast. Yeayme! I'm gonna fast wif Amirah, Iffah Izzah, Qahirah nd mayb Amily. YEAAAYY! All join me puasa kadak. Hehe :) Atleast i got friend to puasa with, rather than i puasa alone. Right? Hehe :) Ok, so, yeah. I have 18more days to bayar balik. Banyak siaaaa. But nevermind, i will puasa. Nd yeah, diet lah sey! Haha, i fat girl lah. Have to stop eating so much, nd start exercising everyday. Hehe :) So, yeah. Must make it a habit. Eat balance diet, nd exercise everyday. Thats th way! :D Okay so. My friends nd I have been talking about Ramadhan. We are all excited nd looking forward to it. Who wouldn't? Bulan Ramadhan = Bulan Suci. I can't wait to fast! Th only month where my family feel more bonded. Eat together, joke together, laugh together, share stories together. Th only month where we can be more bonded wif our relatives. Break fast together at each other's house. Whoa, funfunfun! I really am looking forward to it. I can't wait to sembahyang terawih wif my friends. Th best one. I can't wait for Ramadhan, i really do. Yeay us :) After Ramadhan? HARI RAYA ♥ YEAAAY! Will be wearing tudung. Yeayme! I really can't wait. Hehe, saya suka ♥ Ok best :) So, yeah. I've got to go now. I want to bathe lah. I smell bad. Played badminton for 2 hours. 4.20 - 6.18pm. Awesomeeeeee. Gonna play badminton again tmrw. Yeay us! Okeeeeeecan. 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