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Friday, June 24, 2011 / 3:07 AM KHUNNIE OPPA HEHE ♥ Now put yr hands up put yr hands up, pppppput yr hands up put yr hands up! ♥ 24th JUNE♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST NICHKHUN HORVEJKUL ♥ HOTTEST LOVES YOUUUUU ♥ Thursday, June 23, 2011 / 8:11 PM HOTTEST. ♥ Everyone put yr hands up, nd get yr drinks up! ♥ Hihihi♥ Ok sup! Hehe :) 4 more days to sch! Ok, kinda excited. No wait. HELLNO IM NOT READY FR SCH! Urgh. Holidays is so boring! I swear. Well, of coz ah boring. Didn't enjoy much. If only my holidays, i went to follow umi to Jambi. I swear its gonna be fun. Atleast go overseas sey, rather than stay at home do nothing right. Heh. Okay so, yeah. Well i hope, th upcoming hols which is during September, nd Nov-Dec hols, will be great. I don't wish to have a boring holiday like my June hols. Haha, k. Heh, suddenly i miss sch. See lah, my pictures. First pic, hahaha. Weichek was at th background. Well, i miss him k. Haish :( I miss his jokes lah ok :( Sadgirl. Hehe! Second pic, in DnT workshop. Darn, i miss DnT workshop :( Haishhh. Hehe. Well, i miss school. I miss my friends! My group ah esp. I don't miss my tchers lah ok, for goodness sake hahaha. For what eh i miss tchers. Torture us only. HAHA. Woots! So, i can't wait fr sch reopen. I wanna meet my friends, nd my group! Yeayyyyyyme! So, im gonna sing in class. I bet im gonna be noisy next week. HAHA! Everyone put yr hands up nd get yr drinks up! Lets sing nd dance, people! YEAY! Lets try to do like what Amirah tweeted. On wednesday eh. Sch ends at 2pm kan. So then, we will be like. " What time is it? " " 2PM! Finish schhhh! " " * Put yr hands up * " Everyone put yr hands up, nd get yr drinks up! Now put yr hands up put yr hands up pppppppput put yr hands up put yr hands up! " Aaaaaaah party! Haha, its gonna be fun! YEAYUS :D Haha, ok dah gila kpop. Shuddup :b Ok, whatever. Im tired. Homework not done [Y] Kay whatever. Gonna finish it up by tmrw. Weekend aku nk enjoy, tkd maknenye ni smue k. HAHAHA. Ok, aku nk gi party jap. Cheh. HAHA. Chey aingk. Nak gi tengok Hello Baby lah. Yoogeun sho cute k pls. Haha, k bye. :) Thursday, June 16, 2011 / 10:41 PM Same Same But Different. ♥ Don't know if i could ever be without you coz boy you complete me. Harro♥ Okay so, sorry for not blogging for i dont know how many days. I forgot lah, sorry k. HAHA. Okay so, these few days hasn't been good for me. Boring days at home. Feeling sad, lonely, angry, stress, depressed, everyth. Having mixed feelings these few days. I just don't know why. Whywhywhy am i feeling this way. No one knows why, not even myself. Damn :( I hate myself these few days. You know th feeling of, you hate everyone? Uhuh, that feeling. Why? I also don't know. Haish :( So, i've started ngaji-ing already. Same place as last time. But worst case, i have to restart muqaddam. Whoa, sad sia. I was actually after th surahs. Already passed my Al-Fatihah. But sadly, i forgot th hurufs already. I mean like, dah tak kenal huruf ah. Susah you know if tak kenal huruf. Sumpah leceh. Urgh. Nd so, yeah. I had to restart. But i guess now, dah semakin lancar uh. Alhamdulillah :) Insya'Allah, by next year, dah boleh naek quran. Tapi macam, slow siak aku. Kawankawan aku smue dah lepas quran, ade yg dah khatam pun. Whoa, i feel so leftout sia. Urgh :( Takpelah, pelanpelan. Lamerlamer dapat sampai jugak. Teehee :) So now, i feel good to start ngaji-ing back :) Ohyea, did i mention about me wearing tudung? Ok not yet. So, i feel like wearing tudung as soon as possible. REALLY! I don't know why but, i'm really gonna change. Change into a better person, of coz :) I feel like, wearing tudung makes me feel even more beautiful. Ok, sorry for th self-praising. HAHA ;D Okay mayb, to some people, wearing tudung is awkward or not pretty or ugly or whatsoever. Hey look, whatever it is. Wearing tudung makes you look more beautiful. Not only beautiful in people's eyes. But also, cantik di mata Allah. So, no need to be malu or what ah. Pakai je ah. Tutop aurat. Lawa pulak tu. Teehee :) Well i hope, more of my friends will start wearing tudung soon. Teehee :) Ok then. About bestf, haish. I miss bestf. I just do. I don't know why but, i really miss bestf's voice, laughter, jokes, everyth. I really do. I just, want to otp again wif bestf. Just a call, would make my day. I keep thinking about bestf. Causing me to have difficulties in sleeping, nowadays. I need his voice to make me fall asleep. I need his laughter, his hot voice. I want to read ayat Kursi wif him, that would make my day. Nd plus, will make me feel sleepy, nd fall asleep on th phone. Damn, i miss that lah urgh. Haish, why oh why! :( Go topup your ppd pleaseeeee. I miss you ok. Urgh. Ok dah, i want to emo jap HAHAHA. Ok byebye :) Friday, June 10, 2011 / 10:22 PM Words couldn't describe how much i love you. ♥ Every hello ends with a goodbye. ♥ Hihihi♥ Okay so, had a great day wif Arifah♥ nd Hazira♥. I miss them like, so much ok! Well, sadly, Amirah♥ wasnt there wif us :( I miss her more than i miss anyone else. Really! How many days already sia, never see her :( I miss her can :( Haishhh. I want to meet her, nd hug her real tight right now. I miss her :( Okok. :b So, went to make new ezlink at AMK just now. Then, headed to town. Super fun uh! Haha. Went to 313, OrchardCentral, Cineleisure nd Scape. Camwhored at Scape. Ate burgerking at OrchardCentral. Laughed alot. Hehe, i miss having this moment wif my girlfs, i swear. Hehe♥ Woo! Fun lah. Th pictures are already uploaded. At my fb :) Teehee. Thanks for th day eh korang. Sayang korang ♥ Outing to WWW soon okay. ♥ No matter how many times we fight, our friendship will never end. ♥ NurulAmirahSohaimi♥ I can't remember when was th last time we fought. Was it last year? Wait, did we even fight this year? I can't remember, hehe. Even if we fought, at times. We managed to settle it slowly. I know our friendship won't end just over a fight. I know our friendship is strong. I know no one can ever break us apart. I know that :) You know what girl? You are th best i ever had, i swear. You know you're like, th pillar to my strength. You're like, th hero nd i'm your sidekick. You're like, th bestest lah. You're one strong girl who always thinks positively. You know how to overcome your problems. You know how to stay strong, even if sometimes you break down nd cry. I know you've been hiding stuffs from me. Im not sure what stuffs but, i know lah you. Behind your smiles, i know there's something. Hoho, pandai fake smile eh si kecik ni. Hehehe xP. I know you like to hide your feelings. Well usually, you always share wif me your stories nd problems. Now what happen seh b? Like, we never share stories with each other anymore :( I sad oi :( I don't want to, not know you seh. I want us to be like last time ok. :) You know i love you very much. I'm sorry if at times, i'm very irritating. I know i keep talking about my ex. I know i couldn't move on. I know i keep bringing up th past. I know its annoying plus irritating. I'm sorry :( Thank you for handling me at my worst. I know you deserve me at my best :) You know i love you, you know i care. I care for you ok. Don't ever think that i don't care about you. Even if i look like i don't. Truth is, i do. I love you veryvery much okay. You've been there for me all th time. We've been through thick nd thin. Thankyou for being there whenever i needed you th most. Thankyou for supporting me, giving me strength. Thankyou for all th advices. Thankyou for all th naggings nd scoldings. Thankyou for everyth you've done for me. Thankyou for treating me so right. Thankyou for not leaving me even if i'm like so bitchy at times. Thankyou just for everyth. Words couldn't describe how much i love you. I love you till infinity nd beyond. It has been 17months of our friendship, nd still counting. May our friendship last forever. I love you, bestf/babygirl/fiancee/love ♥ Takecare of yourself. No wait, i will takecare of you eh sayang♥ hehe. I love you. Okay thats all! No wait. One more thing. I miss you so much! :( Really, i swear :( Meet me on Thursday ok? Studydate♥ Pape text ok? Iloveyoumanymany. Hugs Goodnight baby ♥ Saturday, June 4, 2011 / 9:43 PM Allah is great. ♥ Lets make a change, bfore its too late ♥ Hihihi♥ So, that's a pic of me wearing shawl. Do i look sweet in shawl? Chey. Self-praising, no good. No healthy. HAHA :b Ok so, look at what i'm gonna say right now. Okok, look below. Scroll a lil bit more ok. Haha, no need scroll also can lah. Hehe :b Okay so. As you know, i've found a new bestf. Yes, bestf. Even if bestf doesnt treat me like a bestf. I do treat bestf like bestf. Haha, too much of bestf, huh? LOL. Okay whatever. Nd so. Yeah. I'm grateful that i have a friend like bestf. I thanked God for sending me a friend like bestf. Really. A bestf like that person, wow. Its not easy to find a person like bestf you know. Alim gila nak mampus :) Yes, really. You know, when we read Ayat Qursi together, nd when bestf bacebace ayat/surah/doa when we onthephone, i feel so peace, nd calmed. Yes. Having someone like bestf, makes me wanna change. Seeing people like Arifah, Amirah, Sabrina, Fatimah nd even, bestf.. Giving me th strength, giving me th motivation to make a change. I am th kind of a person, who don't really perform prayers. Nd i dislike myself for that. I, as a muslim. I know i have to perform my prayers, five times a day. I know i shouldn't have missed any time of my prayers. Nd now, this is who i am. A girl who forget how to pray. I remembered, but not most of th ayat. Im really disappointed of myself. But then, today. Today, i decided to make a change. All thanks to bestf. Hearing bestf, reading th surah. Very good at reading them. Makes me wanna be like bestf too. I feel so jealous, because i can't even read them as good as bestf did. I don't wanna be vulgarish anymore. Every word, counts. Our sins, will be jotted down by malaikat. I want to start ngaji everyday, instead of saying vulgars nd spending way too much time on internet. I want to make a change, before its too late. I want to start wearing tudung, as soon as possible. I am gonna start wearing it, no matter where i go, who i am with, or whatsoever. As long as i'm out, i'm gonna wear it :) I want to change into a better person. I will make this one happen. Yes i will. Lets make a change, before its too late. So, yeah :) Thats all. Whoa, now i'm pissed. Sister ordered pizza, nd didn't offered me. Whoa, cheeseburger betul. Kims, irrinnoying sehy. -.- Kdahbai. / 12:02 AM You're th asshole to my bitch. ♥ You're th asshole to my bitch. You're th bacen to my maplek. ♥ See that bitch over there? Uhuh siol uhuh. HAHA. She's so beautiful. So cute. So loving. So understanding. So caring. So funny. So crappy. So random. So sarcastic. So cheerful. Everything ♥ I love everything about her. She's th best i ever had, i swear ♥ She's so awesome that i can die! I love crapping with her, really! Th best moment ; Its when our crapguns are fully reload. Haha, i like that yo! We crap like fuck. Th best th best th best! Hehehe ♥ Saya sukaaaaaaaa. Woo! Hey girl, thanks for being there for me when i'm in need. Thanks for listening to my stories nd problems without getting tired of them. Thankyou for advicing me. Thankyou for giving me strength, thankyou for encouraging me nd thankyou for supporting me. Thank you for being there for me most of th time. You know i love you, you know i care. ♥ You know you're th best. Hey girl, we shall go on a date soon. I miss going on a date with you babe. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss crapping with you. I miss laughing with you. We shall spend time together more often yo! I miss you so freaking bad :( Hohoho. I love you so much ok bacen. ♥ Okay goodnight people ♥ Friday, June 3, 2011 / 11:04 PM You wait for a silence, i wait for a word. ♥ Some people have to learn, some people wait their turn. Hihihi♥ Hehe, so. I was born a champion! Hahaha, ok why am i being so lame. I do not know. Ghahaha, i'm bored. :( Ok so. Today, had a date with Farah♥. Had so much fun, i swear! We gossiped alot. Really. From woodlands to yishun to woodlands, nd we were still, gossiping. All th way. Haha! Awesome day. Nd then, we walked around at Northpoint. Had lunch at KFC. Th most weird thing that happened today was, we saw Raihan nd Syazrul at Northpoint. LOL super weird, i swear. Coincidence shit siol. Haha. Weird. So, yeah. We were actually, talking about them. Nd then, they suddenly popped out of nowhere. HAHA WEIRD. Then they were like, step shy haha cute kepe. Raihan ah cute. Aingk :b. Ok then. Asked them what were they doing there, nd didnt they go for Friday prayers? Nd they were like, ah no lah we went for Friday prayers already, we just came back. LOOOL. But seriously. Out of so many places, so many level. We met coincidently at Northpoint level 3. Super weird. Haha. Ok so, we walked around. Nd after that, we went back to Woodlands. Went to th place where Hazira nd I always lepak. Then after that, we took pictures nd talktalk. hehe. Went home at 5+. Homed early today. First time ever, i swear. Hahaha goodgirl. But still, did nothing at home. LOOOOL. Okcan. :b Ok today. I kinda, smile alot? Hahaha. Yeah. Bestf is just so cute, i swear. We otp last night, nd that was super awesome, i swear. Banyak awkward moments, but i ain't gonna say it here. HAHA. Ok so. We otp. But dia punya cousin ada. So, awkward gila lah. Then yadayada. Dia maen game sambil zikir. HAHA cute kepe. Zikir, pastu takbir. Belum raya, dah takbir dulu. Haha. Ape saje je. LOL. Ok bestf alim, saye sumpah. Tak menyesal saye dapat kawan baek seperti dia :) He makes me wanna change, into a good person. I wanna make a change, bfore its too late :) Teehee. Nd so, bestf's prepaid is dead now. Dammits, ni mesti case text kite banyak sangat kan. Sorry eh awak, kite msg awak banyak sangat sampai ppd awak mampus :( Haish. Now, cannot text bestf already :( Half a day without bestf, is so incomplete. It makes me wanna die, i swear! Rindu dia lah omg :( Haish. Bestf, bestf. Asal ni awak. Asal taknak gi topup. Sedih oiye kite :( Urgh :( Ok enough. :) SitiNurhazira♥. All of us saw your tweets. Nd i swear, i was super duper worried about you, nd your condition. I don't know why but, i was super worried. I was wondering what's happening to you just now. I was wondering if you're okay. I just don't wish anything bad to happen to you. I just don't want to lose a great friend like you. Cheer up babe ♥ Remember, you have us, your friends who you can count on. I can promise you that, we will always be here for you. Even if sometimes, we don't look like we care. Truth is, we do. Even Amirah was worried. She looked like she doesn't care, but deep down she knows she care. Arifah was worried too you know. All of us were worried. Please Hazira, next time don't make us worried anymore okay. You know i love you, you know i care. I miss you babe. I miss your smile. Come meet me, date with me okay. I miss going on a date with you, really. I miss taking pictures with you. I miss making funny nd weird faces with you. Lets go out together again, nd take manymany pictures, with so much laughter. People change, pictures don't. So before we even change into another person, lets take manymany pictures. Hehe, ok i actually don't understand what i meant by we change into another person. Hahaha. Ok whatever xP So i guess, that's all i wanted to say. Cheer up okay. Smile, it looks beautiful on you. Remember that, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak, loves you manymany ♥ I love you okay bestf ♥ Okay i'm done. I guess i shall rest now. Mayb gonna otp with bestf. Woo. Alright, nights. ♥ / 1:10 AM So th whole world knows my love for you, is so big. ♥ Forcing laughter, faking smiles. Selamat tengah malam para pembaca semua. Saya Nur Amalina, ingin meluahkan perasaan yang tersimpan pada diri saya ini. Saya berasa kesal. Saya berasa sedih sekali. Saya tidak tahu apa yang harus saya lakukan. Saya sedih. :( Ok, back to english ok bitch. So, goodmornight. Its already 3rd June. Wow, time flies so fast, huh? I just can't believe that, it has been 6 months since we were separated. Wait. 6months?!?! Whaddhe, i don't even know -.- Ok, happy 6monthsarry of living without him, to me. Okbest -.-. Walaoweh, i don't even realised. Wow, he have gone that far, huh? Great. You never fail to appear in my mind, every night bfore i go to sleep. My tears never fail to fall, letting me cry myself to sleep. I hate you for that. Making me suffer, living without you. My life without you is like in another world. My life is incomplete without you. I miss you, please come back. :'( So now.. You left me already. I can't do anything about it. A thousand words, couldn't bring you back. I know because i tried. Neither could a thousand tears. I know because i cried. You left behind a broken heart, nd happy memories too. But memories isn't th only thing that i wanted. I wanted you too. Sigh.. I do not want to remember about th past anymore. Th fact that it hurts me deeply. It really did. Not only my mistakes, but also our memories. Th memories that we share together. I will never forget our memories, th most memorable one i ever had. Th very last time we still communicate, like seriously communicate. Was. I don't know. I can't remember :\| Ok i guess i kinda remember? It was this year. Uhuh, this year. Th very last time that i got to pinch / slap you. Remember? Th very last time that i got to walk home wif you. Sigh, i miss that ok. I wonder why, i still can't get over you. I just don't know why. I guess its just so hard to find a guy like you. Such a nice guy. So perfect. No one seems to be as perfect as you. You are like, th best i ever had. You're like, th only guy who knows so much about me you know. You're th only guy who knows me well. You understand me well. Really. Th only guy who can make me happy. Even if yr words let me down. You have yr own special words that could fix me back. You know you're th only person who has special ways on how to treat me well. You know you're like th most perfect guy i've ever met. Eventhough i'm your first girlf, you know how to treat me, waywayway better than my other exs did. I swear. You really knew how to treat me. I know you treated me right. I'm sorry bby, i just miss you. I'm sorry if its wrong to miss you. I'm sorry if it's wrong to fall for you once again. I'm sorry if it's wrong to cry over you. I'm sorry if i never stop loving you. I'm sorry if i'm bothering you like fuck. Sigh. Why god why. Why can't i just get over you. Why are you so special to me. Why do you mean so much to me. Why are you so important. Why god why. Why are you still stuck in my heart. Urgh :'( Ok, i got to go now. Goodnight people. ♥	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. You're my only one, love♥ Honeybunch Sugarplum♥ MuhdAzliRahim♥♥♥ NurSabrinaMohd♥♥ FatimahZahra♥ NurSyahirahSamsuddin♥ NurAzilaAzman♥ 1/3'10 & 3/4'12♥ I love them so much!♥ Let the beat drop . Music Playlist at MixPod.com Click for my wishlist!
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