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Friday, March 4, 2011 / 7:48 PM I know you're somewhere out there, somewhere far away. ♥ Hi :( Hey people. Haish. I'm so.. I don't know. I'm having mixed feelings. I don't know what im feeling right now. Totally mixed up. My life is a total mess, like seriously. I don't know what's going on right now. I just feel so sad. So disappointed. So angry. So.. I don't know! Million thoughts running thru my mind. Im thinking about whatever that's going on in my life. I just can't think anymore! Too much beby, too much! I'm sick nd tired of everyth. Everyth beby, everyth. Haish :( Nw i just feel like, friends drifting apart. One by one, owned by their loved ones. One by one, has that one special person in their life. Me? I'm forever alone. I don't even own a boyf, or a best guyf atleast ah. I'm like, forever alone ah. I only have, Amirah. Amirah is like, my girlf? Whoa, i wonder how it feels like, being a lesb. LOL. No la, just kidding. But really ah. I only have, girlfs? Haish. Sigh. I guess i really need a guy bestf. Someone who could understand me. Someone who will always be there for me thru thick nd thin. Someone who never fail to make me happy. Someone who's there to listen to my problems. Someone who could treat me like his own girlf. Someone who will lend his shoulders for me to lean on, to cry on. Someone who will wipe off my tears. Someone who will comfort me whenever i'm feeling down. Someone who will hug me nd say everything's gonna be okay. Someone who will hug me nd say he loves me. Someone who i can be myself when i'm wif him. Someone who i can be crazy wif. Someone who can support me. Someone who is willing to be my listening ear. Th pillar to my strength. Someone who can accept me for who i am , who can love me no matter what happens. Who i can love , more than a friend. Haish. I just need one. ONE. Well, no one is willing to be my best guyf. All have their own girlf or bestf already. Haish. As i said, im forever alone. Yelar, syape la kan yg nk aku? Aku nie kn syape. Heh. (: Woots! Okay. I'm so sad okay. Veryveryvery freaking sad ah. I deactivated my facebook account, for some reasons. You guys don't have to know. Its personal. Well, im not sure whether to tell my friends about it, or not. I just... Haish, i don't know la. Mygosh. I feel so fucked up coz of some reasons. Gosh, people now adays. People text, you reply one word one word. When people never reply, you not happy. What th fuck you want, man? Tell us now ah. Irritating sial. Then sometimes, you don't even want to reply a simple text. LEBIH BAIK HP KAU TU, KAU BUANG JAUHJAUH KAN? Tkmo beli hp lg la sial. Buang duit kau je kan?! Merepek sial. Irrits bodoh. Im so fucked up, like seriously. Angry sia. Irritating. I just don't get it la. Pfft. Sudah la, buang hp kau k. Habis cerita. Merepek. Lupa kawan. -.- Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. So fucking fucked up. I just feel like crying. Feel like screaming nd crying nd just run around nd screeeeeeeeeeeeam! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! Im so fucked upppppppppppp! Urgh! Okay, going Johor tomorrow. Staying overnight there, at hotel. Johor, hotel. Lameshit. Its so freaking near. Can just stay at aunt's house right? Whoa, lameshit, like seriously. But nevermind ah. Atleast okay la. Got service all. LOOOOOOOOL. Nevermind. Coz its free! Not i pay one whuad. LOL. HAHAHA! Okay, kak pi's wedding is on Sunday. Gonna be th kendarat. WEEEEEEEE! HAHA! Woots! Ohyea, tomorrow is 5th of March. Kayla & Mr Yao's birthday. At th same time, its AmiLina's 14th Month Anniversary. YEAY! Hehe! I'll try to get Amirah a gift fr our anniversary. Yeayyy! HEHEE! :b. Weeeeeeeeeeeeee! (: Okay la, tired. Okay nights. Byebye. (: Wednesday, March 2, 2011 / 8:06 PM Because i miss March 2010. Hello! Hehe (: It has been a long time since i last updated this blog. HAHA! I was super busy okay! LOL. Busy sleeping ah.. HEHE. Eh but really. I've been sleeping alot, these few days. Super tired plus lazy. LOL. Hmwk is always not done. Not giving a damn at all. Not even bother to do this piece of shit. HAHA. Okay, cut th crap Amalina, cut th crap! LOL. Okay. Friends are awesome. Just that, now.. It seemed like. Friends are drifting apart. I don't know why :\|. Its just so sad to see friends, drifting apart. I don't like seeing my friends like this. Haish :\| Okay, studies? I flunk in all subjects. LOL. Malay? Im deproving. Ah, shiatz. Urgh. Pfft. Aaaaaaaah, i dislike Maths i dislike Maths I dislike MAAAAAAAAAAATHS! Grrrrrrr. Irritating okay! Urgh. Pfft. Aaaaaah. Life, okay la. Usual. Just that, i miss 2010, alot. All those memories left behind. Now, its already March. Omg, i miss March 2010 okay. Alot! Esp th part, Aramsay, Camp. Th march hols. AAAAAAAAAAH. I miss all that. I miss him. I miss us. I miss being so close to him. Aaaaaaaaaaaah! Haish :'( Sports Carnival is coming soon! WEEEEEEEEEEE! Can't wait can't wait! 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