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I didnt said it was your fault ♥ I.L.Y; Dumb-ass I only said i was going to blame you for it.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 / 8:46 PM BLUEK :b Haha , i love this one veryvery much ♥ So , hello :) . My days have been great . But well , didn't hangout much these few days . Stayed at home , nd rot at home -.- . Boring much . Haha ! So , yea . Mum didn't cook for like , 3 to 4 days ? Hell yea -.- . So then , didn't eat uh , of coz . Didn't eat anything . Only some snacks . Sad ? I know right ! Hehe . So , yea . So , Sunday . Didn't go anywhere . Stayed at home . Yesterday , went to BukitPanjangPlaza with YouthInn members . Only 8 people . 6 girls , nd 2 YouthInn staffs . So , went there to shop for gifts , for YouthInn Christmas Event . So then , we shopped for stuffs uhr . We went to Daiso :D . Teehee . Uhm , homed by 2+pm , i guess ? Haha . So today . Went to YouthInn with Hazira♥ . Helped to wrap gifts . Had fun wrapping stuffs ! Haha , cute us♥ . HAHAHAHA , prasan -.- . So yea , camwhored too . But not much . So yadayada . Home time ! Walked to cwp , caught in the rain :( . So then , went to Mac . Yadayada , homed . Whoa , basah lagi . Caught in the rain thrice :( . Sadded :( . Hehe . Bluek :b So . I lazy to update . I'm no more longer active in blogger . I love tumblr please ♥ . Tumblr's the bestttttttttttttt ♥ ! Everything will be at tumblr . Do visit my tumblr , leave a tag . Tumblr is just where i express my feelings . People in tumblr understands me more . Tumblr is part of my life . Weeeeeeeeee ♥ . Till then , buhbye ! ♥ (: Looking forward for tomorrow . ♥ . Going to Marina Barrage with my 5 Aces ♥ . Ohyea , anw . Say goodbye to November , nd say Hello to December ♥ . Well i hope , December will be a good month for all of us (: . Kay bye ♥ Saturday, November 27, 2010 / 6:40 PM Gonna change for th better (: I'm feeling a little better right now (': Sorry , my previous post was full of nonsense . Im veryvery sorry . I feel so sick , so mood-less , so angry , so sad , so fcuked up . Everything . I just don't know why . Sometimes , I feel like crying out loud , when i'm angry . I feel like letting go of every single feelings of mine . I cannot take it anymore . This is waywayway too much . From boyfriend to family . Haish . I know , everyone has a problem . None of the human being are problem-free . I know that . I sure do . I know , i have to overcome all these obstacles of life . I know , i have to be super strong . I know , i have to be independent sometimes . But that doesn't mean , i don't need any support from anyone at all , right ? Hell yea . Haish :( . I know , i can't escape from my problems . I know , i have to solve them , nd overcome them . Or else , the same problem keep coming to me again nd again . I know that , pretty well . I know , life is simple . But it isn't easy . I know , life is full of obstacles . Nd that , EVERYONE is going through obstacles in life . None of them are obstacle-free . I know that too . Pretty sure . I know , i have to be nice to everyone . I have to respect everyone , no matter how old they are , younger or older than me . I know i have to know my limits nd curfew . I know when to be serious , when to joke around . I know when to have fun , when to study , when to focus on studies , nd when to enjoy life . I know my limits , i sure do . I know i shouldn't have hated myself . God created me . Nd i should be grateful that i'm here on Earth , right now . I shouldn't have prayed to die fast . I shouldn't have hated my friends . Everyone is my friend . None are my enemy . I learn to love , instead of hate . If i hate people , now , what do i get back ? 10 times hatreds . So i guess , i should love instead of hate . I know , i should have been nice to all my friends . Treat them all the same . All equally . Love them equally , nd hate none of them . I shouldn't have talked bad behind their back . I should have talk infront of their faces ! Aingk , fake much . Kay , serious . I should have shut my mouth , nd keep my comments to myself , to prevent from hurting their feelings . I shouldn't have hurt any of their feelings . I know , friends do hurt each other feelings . But we just have to know the limits . I mean like . Don't go beyond the line . Kay , what talking me ? Pfft . Oh , nd , we just have to learn to forgive them . Coz , everyone makes mistakes . Well , everyone hurt others . So , yea . No one is perfect , i know . NONE on Earth is perfect . I know that pretty well . Now , i dont know what i'm feeling . Mixed-feelings , i guess . Haish . In the future . I would like to be a good girl to all . I want to be a good daughter to my parents . A good sister to my siblings . A good cousin / niece / aunty to my relatives . A good friend to ALL my friends . A good bestf to those who are close to me . A good fiancee to Amirah♥ . A good girlf to Hazira&Khairunnisa♥ . Oh nd , to my M♥ . A good wifey to my Azila♥ . A good classmate to my 2/3 '11 . A good schoolmate / junior / senior to all Riversidians♥ . A good student to all teachers . A good stranger to all stranger . [ O.o ? HAHA , BULLSHYT -.- ] . Oh nd last but not least , a good girl to all ♥ (': I will change soon , people . Just observe la okay ? Nd i guess , the ones who will be watching me grow are , NurulAmirahSohaimi♥ , SitiNurhaziraNoorazman♥ , MBO nd NurAzilaAzman♥ . Azila known me for so long already . Nd she's gonna compare the old me to the new me . So , yeah . Amirah , your job is to guide me throughout my life . I'll be guiding you too . Nd your job is to watch me grow . Nd tell me , which you prefer . Teehee . Nd beby♥ . I'll takecare of you , nd you'll take care of me . We'll grow together . We'll change together . We'll go through thick nd thin . We'll go through obstacles together . We'll help each other . We'll be there for each other . We'll support each other . Nd , we'll love each other . Beby , proove to everyone , that you love just the way i am . You love me for who i am , nd accept me for who i am . Nd i'll proove to everyone , the same thing too ! I love you so much , Nurul Amirah Sohaimi ♥ . (': Next year . I'm going to study hard , nd make my parents proud . I'm not sure if it ever gonna happen or not . But , i will try my best to make it happen . I have enough of disappointing my parents nd family . I really want to make them proud , nd happy . I don't want them to be sad , for having a LAZY daughter like me . I just don't want to make them sad . I want them to be happy . Next year . I want to start doing chores . Help mum wash plates&cutleries . Help mum clean the house . Help mum with cooking nd stuffs . I wont be using the computer all the way anymore , like i did this year . Nd i guess , this year is the year when i used the laptop all day long . Whoa , internet addict -.- . Pfft . Yea . So , yeah . I will stop my internet addict next year . I will set my curfew . I will only be using the laptop , once i done my homework nd chores . Next year , once i reach home after school . After i wash up , straight away do homework , if i have . Then , eat . After that , help mum with chores . After that , if got time , then play computer for 2 or 3 hours . Then , sleep at 10pm everyday . Unless , i have projects to be done or whatsoever . Then , wake up at 5.30am every morning . So that i won't be late for school . Prepare my clothes nd books , the night before school . Finish up my homework before school starts . Ask friends for help if i don't understand any questions . Ask teacher for help . Ask teacher if i don't understand the topic . Participate more in class . Pay attention more . Stop day-dreaming nd stop emo-ing . Focus more on studies , nd happiness ! Hehe . Uhm , what else eh ? Ohyea , exercise more ! Hehe . Occupy time with good stuffs . Teehee ! So , yeah . Thats for next year yea ? I will change okay , i will . Just observe la okay ? (: Kay . This year ehh . Before school starts . I want to recap my Maths . I want to read more books . I want to train my discipline . Sleep early , wake up early . Whoots ! Kay , done la . Whoots ! Now , i'm craving for many stuffs . Hehe ! I want more chocs pleasseeeee ! I want lollipop ! I want marshmello ! I want sweeeeeeeeeeets ! I want ice-cream ! I want cookies ! Cakes nd brownies ! I want more soft toys ! I want nicenice dress ! I want more CottonOn&Forever21 tops nd bottoms ! I want more shoessssss , especially converse , all star nd vans ! I want a cap ! I want a RING ! I want contact lense :D ! I want a new phone please ! I want Youthplan ! I want personal camera nd laptop ! I want to go shoppppppppping ! I want to buy Dickies bag for next year . Make sure its blue ♥ . Hehe ! I want to buy my school stationaries a.s.a.p . I want to buy school shoes nd everything , a.s.a.p . I want to buy manymany thiiiiiiiiings ! Argh ! Walao , so many sia i want ! HAHA , dream on kay Amalina . SAVE money behyb :D Kay lahr . Gonna save my money . Next year , save for shopping , nd for UniversalStudios with beby♥ , or with anyone ah :D . Nd get my own birthday present . Nd treating people fooooood . Nd buy people bday presents . Teehee (: Wow . What a long post i have today . Isit ? haha , i dnt care la . As long as my lesson is learnt (; Whoots ! Okay , i'm done with all those crapyshytz i wrote up there . haha ! Make sure i'm gonna me it happen . Watch every single move of mine , people (: Okay , byebye ! Takecare please . ♥ / 4:46 PM Tkdaaaaaa mood :'( Oops , wif flash . Sorry :( I look so diff ! O.o Muke stopit eh , please . Haha :b It would be nice if our half-U is tucked out . I mean , if we wear th new PE shirt , nd wear wif skirt , if tuck out , it would look nicer . If tuck in , veryvery weird i tell you . Haha :b Okay , i KINDA love th new PE shirt . Hehe :b MUKE STOPIT PLEASE . HAHAHA :b Kay , showing off th new PE shirt :D See ? Th collar nd button . Dh mcm baju formal gile -.- Siala . Muke aku irritating siol -.- Rumah berselerak -.- Bluek , ugly . OMO ! I just , love my hair so much ♥ I will tie lyke tht , on th first day of sch :D POUT ♥ Makan choc je tawuh -.- Th choc tht mummy bought ! :D CRUNCHIE BEBY ♥ SMILE ♥ Crunchie lahr b ♥ Flash -.- EW . haha :b Chocolates ♥ WOO ! Hehe ♥ So , hellowaaaaaaa ♥ ! Whoa , i seemed so hyper ! ............... NOT -.- . Haha :b So today . Went to buy school books nd school uniform with mummy . Daddy didn't tag along coz he was " too tired " -.- . Sudah uhr , im lazy to layan those craps . Nonsencical siol -.- . Kay , cut . So , went to school at about , 8+am ? Uhh , yea . So then , i was like . OMGOMGOMG , i freaking missssssssssssss schooooooooool ! Haha . So then , headed to class 1/2 . Nd so , i was freeeeeeeeeeeaking shocked . To see the class lable . You know , the class lable on top of the classroom front door ? Ah that one . Well , only Riversidians know . Hehe . Uh , yeah . I was so shocked that 2/3 2011's batch , will be using the 1/2 2010's batch's classroom . Wait , confused eh ? Alamak , difficult to explain . Hmm . Kaykay . Hm . You know , 1/2 2010's batch nd 1/3 2010's batch , the classrooms are just next to each other , right ? Uhm , yea . So , now . The 1/3 people shift to 1/2 classroom while 1/2 people shifted to 1/3 classroom . Kay , understand ? We just switch classrooms uhr . Walao , like WTF right ?! Memories siol , that 1/3 classroom ! I MISS MY CLASSROOM LA ALAMAK ! Urgh , bullshit la :'( . Haish , freaking sad siol :'( . Walao , i not happy la ! Nd i freaking hate my today's blogpost . My language all hancur . My pictures all ugly . Walao , really ah . Today i freaking no mood . Urgh :'( Kay dh bye . No mood to type anym . FML :'( Wednesday, November 24, 2010 / 9:04 PM I love camwhoring ♥ I ♥ U But , do you ♥ me ? 'Cause beby you're a F I R E W O R K Come on show 'em what you're worth ♥ Muke , irritating siak -.- . HAHA :b I'm yours ♥ My diary ♥ How much i love my diary ♥ Hello people . See how much i love camwhoring ? Haha , yea ♥ . Thats what i did yesterday night . I was super bored , nd got nothing better to do . So , yea . I camwhored until i was tired nd sleepy . Haha , stupids . So , yea . Whoots ! Im fucking bored right now . This week is the most freaking boring week . Oh God , when can i get my happiness ? Ah , shit la . Tomorrow , going to YouthInn . I didn't go to YouthInn for like , 3 weeks ? Hell yea ! Whoots ! Case malas la . Heh . So , on Friday , i'm going YI again . Got meeting la Friday . Ah , shittttt la . Heh . Nd , i'm finally gonna buy school books nd uniform on 29th Nov ! Yeay ! hehe ♥ . See la , miss school so much . At last , get to go in school later ! HAHA ! ♥ Whoots ! So , i have to start planning for December . I don't want to waste time on laptop nd cyberworld anymore . I don't want to think too much anymore . I don't want to waste my fucking precious tears anymore . I just want to be happy , smiling all day long , having fun with friends nd enjoying life . I just want my happiness . Thats it . Not much , just that . Haish :( Hmm . I guess , i'm gonna help mum with chores , this week . Adoih , manyak leceh hor . K la , tkpe . Apeape saje untuk mak ♥ . Whoots ! Kay dahdah . Aku dh penat laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . Mawuh rest sejap . :b Baibai :D Monday, November 22, 2010 / 4:53 PM I miss my friends :'( Hello ♥ Good evening , people . Well , i'm just bored right now . That's the reason why I decided to update my blog . Hehe ! Whoots . I'm super duper bored . Let me express my feelings here . Hehe :b Firstly , i would like to say ... I miss school , like farking loads ! Like , seriously ! I miss the whole school . Especially , my classroom , the canteen , the parade square , the quadrangle , the dance studio , the hall , the Mother Tongue Room , ah , everything la ♥ . Even , the toilets :( . Haish . I farking miss school . I miss those places in school , where my friends nd I always lepak after school or during recess . I miss every single part of the school . The place where i met my friends . The places where we played soccer , captain's ball , basketball nd tagrugby during PE lessons . The places where we run around , laughed , walked around , tease people , disturb people nd stare at those people who we admire . Haish , those times , those places ♥ :( . Sad . I miss the canteen , the tables , the benches , the stalls , the food nd drinks , the snacks , the vending machine , everything ♥ . The table nd bench where he first stared at me , nd i caught him staring at me . The table nd bench where my friends nd I always sit at , during recess or after school . The times when he always stare at me , in the canteen . The times when he laughed with his friends , nd even , played catching . The times when i see him eat , stared at him , listened to his laughter , stared at his smile nd melt in the heart . Everything ♥ . Every single move he made , i observed . Everything happened in school , the place where i miss the most ♥ . Ohgosh , i miss those times . Time flies real fast . 2010 ends real fast . Wow , i can't believe it . Its almost the end of the year ! Wow , so fast . Whoots ! Haish , i miss school already la :'( Okay next . I miss my friends :'( . I can even list them down , you know ? Okay , starting from the ones i love the most . Okay ? Kay best . So ... I miss , Amirah♥♥ , Mahadhir♥♥ , Hazira♥♥ , Fatin♥ , Ain♥ , Khairunnisa♥ , Siti♥ , Syahirah♥ , Fatimah♥ , Sabrina♥ , Raihan♥ , Afiq♥ , Amily♥ , Kayla♥ , Arifah♥ , Azila♥♥ , Pohyee♥ , Kelly♥ , YaoWen♥ , HongShun♥ , Prasaanth♥ , Liyana♥ && Everyone who i am close too . Okay , actually , i miss everyone . See la , i fail to list all their names . Hehe :b . Yeah so , haish :( So firstly . I miss my NurulAmirahSohaimi♥ . My fiance . She's cute la please ♥ . She's awesome ! She's kind , caring , loving , understanding , funny , happygolucky , cheerful , entertainer , lovable , huggable , nd everything la ♥ . I love her laughter . Her smile ! Her sarcasm -.- . Her photogenic-ness . Her photography . Her cuteness ! Her awesomeness ! Nd most importantly , i love her just the way she is ♥ . Nd now , i'm missing her so badly :( . Met her on Friday , but i still miss her :( . Meet up real soon yea , beby♥ . Next . I miss my HaziraAzman♥ . My scandal . She's pretty la please ♥ . She's the most awesome'est Hazira anyone can ever have ! She's kind , caring , loving , slow at times , cute , has funny reactions , entertainer , cheerful , simple , happygirl , lovable nd everything♥ . I love her smile , her kindness , her caring-ness , her cheerful-ness , her laughter , her sillyness , her forgetful-ness nd her photogenic-ness . Nd yes , i love her just the way she is ♥ . Nd now , i'm missing her realrealreal badly ! You know why ? Its been a week , i didnt meet her :( . Haish , miss her truckloads :( . Whoots ! Meet up real soon eh behyb ♥ . Next . I miss the whole lot of Aahfa-Ks♥ . Everyone in the group . I miss you guys so much la please . When can we make outing ? I miss you guys truckloads okay . I miss you guys punye laughter :( . I miss you guys punye kekekness , sillyness , smile , voice , face , everything uhr ♥ . Haish , i really do . Meet up real soon eh korang ? ♥ KecykWild ♥ . Ah , i miss them also la alamak . Bile ntah nk buat outing . Asyik tk jadi aje . Abeh nanti lamerlamer , tk meet , sampai school reopen . Sedih pe ? :( Haish :( . I miss everyone laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :'( . I want to meet you guys a.s.a.p please . Make appoinment with me please . Date with me please ♥ . Haish :'( Okay , done for now . I want to cryyyyyyyyy ! Kay byeeeeeeeeeee ! ♥ :'( Sunday, November 21, 2010 / 11:06 PM Weekends BLAST ♥ Eee , muke .. Baru bangun tido -.- Eeeeeeeee . Muke ... eeeeee ! :b My favourite DomoShirt ♥ I like this pict the best ♥ Pooouutt ♥ Me&Farah ♥ Eeeeee ! Look at the difference between this pict nd th previous picts . Guess what ? I'm tanned -.- Look ! Im , tanned -.- So , yeahp . Had so much fun ! I had a blast weekends ! Awesome oiye ! Hehe :b ! So , yeaa . Spent my weekends at the Beach . ChangiBeach♥ . My favourite beach♥ ! Hehe . So , yeah . Went there yesterday . Left house at 3+pm . Then , reached there . Sat at the hut . Lepak one corner . Eateat , bbqbbq , talktalk , play games nd stuffs . Then , went in Daddy's van to get some aircon . So then , talktalk with Kak Fadilah in the van . I changed my clothes inside , in a secret way . Cool oiye ! No one saw , nd no one knows . LOL ! haha , so , yeah . Wore my Riverside Shorts & Domoshirt♥ . So then , went out . Went to the hut . Then , eateateat ! Then , went to the toilet . After that , walk back , walk at the seashore there . Then yadayada . Walked to the hut back . Listened to abang nd abang khairul play guitar nd sing . So , yeah . Enjoy nd relax ah . Then , swingswing at the hammock . Then , talktalk with Kak Dawama . Then , layan the kids , Farah&Dayana ♥ . Then , rest at the hammock . Lie down on it la of coz . Then , the rest went home . Left only some people . Luckily Farah stays ♥ . So then , layan Farah uhr . I was freaking sad . So then , i relaxed at the hammock . Suddenly , Farah tickled me . She tickle me like crazy sia ! She made me laugh like hell ! Crazy much , i tell you ! Malammalam bute , pekikpekik terlolong , ketaweketawe . Haha ! So after that , Farah went into her tent . So , i went into my dad's van . Played with daddy's phone , nd slept at 3+am . Then , woke up at 4+am . Mum was snoring -.- . So then , played dad's phone . Then continued sleeping . Then , woke up at 5+am . Then sleep back . Woke up at 6+am . Sleep back . Then lastlast , woke up at 7am . Ishk . So after that , went to the toilet with mummy . Pee-ed -.- , washed face nd brushed teeth . After that , went back to the van nd put our stuffs in . Then , mummy helped the rest cook . Then i went to layan Farah . We went to the seashore . Collected shells . Nd i took pictures . So yadayada . Decided to swimswim , berendam uhr . So then , waited for Farah , as she went to change to her swimming costume . So then , after that , jumped into th sea ! Hehe . So yea , berendam ! We played with the waves nd stuffs . Kekek ! Yadayada . Then Kak Fadilah joined . Then more fun . Whoa , berendam for like , 3-4 hours ? Nd fuckmylife , im tanned -.- . Shittymuch ! Pfft . So yadayada . Bathed . Washed up nd stuffs . Then , got ready to go home . Prepared our stuffs . Nd yadayada . Went into the van . Nd , homed . Whow , such a tiring weekends , huh ? Not enough sleep , is one thing . No proper sleep , is another thing . Super tiring somore ah ! hehe . Whoots ! Nd now , my body is ache-ing , nd cramps here nd there . Pfft . Stuuuuuuuuuupid la . heh . Kay lahr , go to facebook for more pics , aiytes ? Teehee ♥ ! Whokehy , byebye ! Freaking tired . Nd what more , i'm gonna stay up for today , until morning . Weee :D . Anyone wanna accompany me ? Please ? Anyth just text la ha ? Kay best ♥ . Byebye ! Have a nice day ! :D Saturday, November 20, 2010 / 1:28 PM That should be me ♥ Hello , ♥ I woke up at 1.10pm just now . -.- . Anak dara bangun lambat -.- . Tahtawuhmalupe ? -.- . Haha ! Kay , dah , whatever -.- Whoots ! So , yesterday . Went for a date with my AmirahBeby♥ . Went to Vivocity . Left house at about , 1.30pm ? Uhuh . Met her at 1.45pm . Then , went to CWP for awhile . Then , went to interchange . Rode 963 , off to Harbourfront . Oh gosh , th journey took like about 1+ hour sia . Its like , end to end journey . Pfft . So , all th way , we talktalk crap . haha ! I miss talking to her la ! Hehe . So then , reached Vivo at 4pm -.- . It was a rushhhhhhh ! So then , went to walk around . Search for something nice to buy for Ain . Then yadayada , walked th whole Vivocity just to search for FastFood restaurant -.- . Walkedwalked nd realised that , we ended up in th same place -.- . Haaha ! So we laughedlaughed . Funny la ! Haha ! So then , seach for BK like , whoa ! The whole Vivo siak ! We walk here , walk there . Ishk . Then after that , finally fiound BK . Then , bough food . After that , searched for 7-eleven . Wanted to buy drinks . So , we walked th whole vivo again , just to search for 7-eleven . Pfft . Hehe ! So , found already . Quickly raced there . Then , bought our drinks . After that , went to the highest level . Lepaklepak there , nd ate there . Played with th water . Walked in th water . Run here run there . Snap pictures . Talked crap . Laughlaugh . Whoa ! Yesterday was the besssssssssssssssst ! It was a blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast ♥ ! Hehe ! So , yeah .Then , chiao . Went to harbourfront bus stop . Rode 963 to Woodlands . Such a long journey -.- . So after that , yadayada . Rode 178 homed . Whoots ! So , yeah . Yesterday was the best yaw ! Altho yesterday , we didn't had so much time to spend at Vivo . We still had fun , running around , laughing nd talking crap . Haha ! Whoots , i really love yesterday's date ♥ . Teehee ♥ Altho i didn't get to date with my dearest , since it was our 8th Month , its okay . At least i got a date with my BebyGirl♥ . Wee ! Hehe (: Iloveyou beby♥ . Thanks alot for th date . I love you alot yeah ! Nurul Amirah Sohaimi is th best ! ♥ Nd today , i'll be going to Changi Beach , for a BBQ . Overnight there . So , tomorrow , i'll be coming home . So , yeah . I'll update again , tomorrow , yeah ? I'll try to . Teehee ! :D	Yours truly, Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak♥; Muhd Azli Bin Rahim♥ FourteenTen♥ Turning seventeen♥ You're the one i need, you're the one i want, you're the one i love. 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