Now , i want to share with you all some stuffs . Now , i'm reallyreally confused . I don't know why i'm feeling like this , but yeah . Haish .

Dear friends . Can you all , please , please , please stop quarreling . I cannot stand it , looking at you people quarrel . You all are my friends . Friends who i know , are strong and always together . Friends who i always see your smile , hear your laughter . Friends who i know , are strong and ready to overcome any obstacles . Friends , i know , day by day , everything changes . Whether it is changing to worst , or to better . But i know , everything changes . I change , you change , everyone change . I can see a hugehuge difference , from January till July . And i guess , this year is the worst year ever . I know , friends . I really hope that this would end , soon . I cannot take it , listening to both of you [ you should know , who you are ] , quarreling over a small thing . I cannot take it , listening to , the way you both express each other's feelings . I cannot take it , seeing my friends hurt , cry , sad and whatsoever . What i want is just , to see you all happy .

Friends , is this what you call , FRIENDS ? Come one . Without friends , you won't be YOU . I hope , you get what i mean . You know , friends are important . Friends are somekind , the pillar to your strength . Friends are the ones , who should cheer you up , whenever you're sad . Friends should never hurt each other . Even if they do , they should know how to apologize . And friends , should forgive each other . I know , people always say , forgive and forget . But i know , forget isn't possible . Its just , impossible to forget what someone just did to you . I know . But what is wrong , with forgive ? I know , its easy to forgive enemies , than to forgive your friends . I know . But , try . You can't just let your friendship end here right ?

Friends , i really beg you all . Stop , stop , stop all these quarreling and stuffs . I don't want to see my bestfriend cry anymore , coz , i'm crying too . She's part of me . I'm crying , just because of her ? Coz ... I cannot accept it , if she's hurt . Please , i don't want to see her like this . A bestfriend , who i've known all these while , is no more longer the happy girl you've seen before . Someone , who always smile , no matter how sad she is . Someone who laugh , although she's not in a good mood . Someone who can take problems , and solve them . Someone who can overcome obstacles in life , with confidence . Someone who is strong and brave . Someone who had overcome something she never expect . But despite all that , there's just , hurt and pain . Tears , behind her laughters . Pain and hurt , behind her smiles . Weakness , behind her braveness , and strength . Now , what happened to her ? I need , the old her back . I don't need someone who have to fake . Who have to force herself to smile , in front of us . Who have to laugh , although she feels like crying . Come on , bestfriend . I believe in you . I know , you can overcome this . You're a great friend to me . Even if people , says bad stuffs about you . I will just , accept the way you are . I promise , i'll just , love the way you are . Like you just did . You're the only bestfriend , who knows my true colours . You've known me , for more than 1 year . You've seen the real me . You know my attitude , very well . You know me very well . And till now , you're still my friend . You accept me , you love me , just the way i am . And same goes to you , bestf . I just , love the way you are . Please , i need the old you .

I really treasure , all my friends . Although sometimes , i'm kind of , ego . I know , i'm the kind of person , who never want to balance . I mean , who can never balance . As in . If i'm with Amirah and Azila , i will go with Azila . If i'm with Hazira and Amirah , i'll go with Hazira . If i'm with Khairunnisa and Amirah , i will go to Amirah . I'm that kind of person . BUT . If i really make an effort to change , i can balance myself . I will treat everyone , the same . None will feel left out . I will , one day .

Now , i really want my true friends back . The friends that i trust . Friends that never betray . Friends that love each other . Friends that never hate each other . Friends who accept each other , just the way we/they are . I just , want my true friends . We don't need fake friends , we just need true friends . Now , i want the old us back . All of us , back . All of us , together . Please .

Dear Allah , please don't separate us . I know , all of us still love each other . Our friendship , is still strong . I know , we can do this , together . I don't want to fight anymore . I'm sick and tired . I want , all of us , to be together back . Laughing , smiling , having fun together , teasing , gossip and everything we've done together . I really hope , you will help us . Amin . (:

Now friends , i want EVERYTHING , back to normal . Hope , this will end soon . Just pray . And i know , Azila , you can do it . Its not that , i'm side-ing her . But , i just , don't want her friendship with Amira , to end just like that . Come on , i love you guys okay . Don't , disappoint me . Takecare , lovees . ♥

Best regards ,
Nur Amalina Bte Abdul Razak .

Those who kept wondering , why i cried during recess .. The reason is , because of a guy . Okay , i know its kind of stupid . But i'm sure , you guys experienced this before right ? Haish . We all are growing up . Experiencing different kind of experiences . Puppy Love , is one of them . And i'm experiencing it now . I cried over a guy ? Yeah . Puppy love . But i know , i loved him , so much . He asked for break up , and i just , can't leave him . I just don't know why . I can't leave him . I can't exit his life . Coz , i still love him . I still need him in my life .

Oh boy , i love you so much . Don't try to do this to me . You're sensitive , i'm much more sensitive okay . And i know , you still love me too . The evidence is , you cried over me . Okay boy , i just wanted to say . I love you so much . And i'm not prepared to leave you . I still need you in life . I don't want to break up with you . Okay . I , love , you .

Okay , i'm done . Thanks .

Now what ? Every single problems , come to me ? And every single problem , starts with me ? What is this , man ? Firstly , HIM ah . What the hell ? Blaming me again , is it ? Fine ah . I'm always the one making probs right . I'm always the one to be blamed . Nevermind laa , go on . -.-

Second , IQMAL . Eh bro , what is this ? You broke up with Amirah , so ? What ? Is it all because of me ? What are you trying to say ? Is it caused by me ? No right . She's the one who asked for it right . What the hell is wrong with you , huh ? I just , don't get it . Whatever i did , doesn't affect you what . Whatever you did , doesn't affect me what . So , why does that karma , " What goes round , comes around " , must apply to me ? Huh ? You're such an irritating guy eh . I don't know how Amirah can take it , being with you . Seriously sia . I don't understand you laa . I have got nothing to do with you okay . So just , MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS ! Mind you , uhkay . -.-

Arh , now , i've no mood to type . Irritating creatures on Earth . Why do they even exist ? Pfft -.-

Okay laa eh , boys . Go on and blame me . Go ahead and blame me . I don't mind . I will still , stay strong . Okay . -.-

Whoow . Happy , or what ? Hehe . First thing first , today is the important date . Hehe ! Sheeesh . Secondly , school was fun ! No laa , actually , my friends are the ones who make my day . Hehe ! Okay , thirdly . Mum is awesome ! She allowed me to skip Malay Dance . Nice one , Amalina ! :D

Hehe . And so , went home straight after school . Whoow . Tired , and headache . Thats why i went home . Bathed , and cooked maggi . Ate . Play comp . After that , went down , since i was so freaking bored . Suddenly , met Iffah Izzah . And so , we talktalk , lepaklepak at playground . Long time no see her laaa ! Hehe . And , she eh ... Dah ade yang punyee laa . Whoaa . Day by day , one by one eh , smue dh ade yg punyee nye eh . Cool . Hehe ! okay laa , lastlong kay smue ? Teehee ! :D

Okay . Now , homework not done . Just now , i was typing and updating , and doing homework . Then , went down . I ter-exit the blog . WTF . Need to retype . Tating or what sia . Pfft . Kay , enough . Homework , irritating nk mammpp . Maths , bio -.- ! Urgh ! Okay , English great eh . Cher never come . Shuohan betoll laa . HAHAHA . Kay , tating . Whoots ! Okay laa , i feel like vomitting now ah . Okay , byebye !

Takecare horr , people . I loveeeee you all ! (:

Byeeeeee ~

Heyhey ! Whow , i'm freaking tired lahr sehy . Walk here , walk there . Waduuuuuuuuuh . Hehe ! Kay , enough . Let me elaborate . Hehe ! (:

Went to Clementi on Saturday . Overnight there , 2 nights . Hehe ! On Sunday , went to Jurong West . Went to Sheng Siong with Abg Mi'in , Abg Daus & Busu . All guys . Eee . Hehe . Then , went to BoonLay . Walkwalk , then went back to umi's house . After that , do nothing laa . Hisyam's laptop okay already . But no internet connection . Heh . And so , boredom laa . Butbut . In the evening , went to swimming pool with Hisyam , Ummi , Aisyah , Busu , Abg Mi'in & Abg Daus . Had so much fun . Although i was having menstruation . Luckily the " red coloured liquid " didnt flow out . Hehehe . Amal , amal . And so , yeah . Went home at 8++ pm ? Yeah .

Then , reached umi's house . I went to change to my sleeping attire . Chey , attire . Hehe ! After that , talktalk with Hisyam and the rest . We crapped a lot laa . Then , play with Syasya . Nothing to do . Hehe ! Didn't camwhore . Coz my face , ugly with my new bangs . Too short laa . Hehe . Kay , enough .

Then , today , woke up at 7am . Bathed , and ate breakfast . Ate mee maggi . After that , Umi gave me $10 , and mak mok gave me $10 . Weeeeeeee ! And , i was late . It was already 8am . So , ran to MRT station . After that , top up my ezlink , and rode the train . By the time i was in the train , i had a bad headache . And stomache feels like throwing up . Whoow , tahan laa Amal . Then , reached Woodlands ... Rode 913 , homed . Change shirt , change bag , and off i went . Whoow , i was so in rush . Hehe . After that , rode 856 to Youth Inn . And so , yeah . Met the rest in the centre . Waited for Azila . Then , off we went to Interchange . Rode 169 to RP .

Reached RP . Took the goodie bag . And , the hall was , not so packed la . Watched how they play Tchoukball . Then after that , went for the exhibition . Then , saw Went to the YouthInn station . Whooooooow . We stayed there , cover the laptop , took sweets and stuffs . After that , walked one round . Tsk . Then , we walkwalkwalkwalk around . Then blabla . Keep walking around . Then suddenly , had a very bad headache . And my stomache couldn't take it anymore . And so , ran to the toilet , and vomitted . And , its sucks okay . After that , went to 7-eleven . Bought panadol , and drinks . AFter that , went back to the sports place . Then , we jagaa the YouthInn station . Then , Jayjay gave us the puff . After eating the puff , i ate my panadol . After that , yadayada . Heh . Blabla .

Then , at about 1++ pm , all packing up . We took some bottles and stuffs . Whoa , gerek . Then , we cleaned up the place . And off we went . Rode 169 to interchange . Then , rode 856 to Waterfront . Went to the Carpet Grass place . Camwhored a lot . Nice pics laaa . Then , play freesbee , using Emily's . Then , blabla . Went to the climbclimb thingy . All four of us climbed the thing . Then , took pictures . Then , went down . PLayed the children's playground . Act childish and stuffs . Hehe . Then , yadayada . After that , 2++ pm , all went home .

Went home , washed face , and put bag , change bag , and went to Johor . Rode 178 to Kranji . And , my headache gets worst . AFter that , rode 170 to Johor . Went to tempah baju raya . Then , went to Mydin . Bought stuffs . I bought perfume , sunsilk hair thingy , fair and lovely for face , deoderant , and other stuffs . After that , took a cab , went to Larkin . Went to eat at Dunkin Donuts . Then , yadayada . Went to buy chewing gums and stuffs . After that , rode 170 . Blabla . Rode taxi home . And , homed .

And now , my stomache still not feeling good . Going to vomit again , soon . Gosh , Amalina . Kay lahr , i tired already . Byebye ! Takecare people ! And , bye . (: